painter49
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More and more the church as a whole apears to be moving towards mainstream teaching and is discounting the value of the blood that was shed on that hill called Golgotha ...
This is my take on the value of the blood that was shed that day, as well as a description of my painting and why I painted it....
This painting is titled This is for you ! Meaning The Lord shed his blood and died a horrible death on the cross for all who would kneel at the foot of his cross and acknowlede that he is Lord and saviour, my salvation began with the shedding of his blood on that cross, Without that blood there could be no atonement for my sins before God the father.
God the son, Jesus, allowed himself to be layed upon that cross on the ground and then willingly, without struggle he stretched out his arms and allowed huge spikes to be driven into his hands and feet, thus the continuing of the shedding of his blood for all mankind, which began when He allowed himself to be stripped naked and then spit on (imagine that part alone, standing naked before men and being spit on and mocked} then tied and whipped with a cato-nine tails, Strips of rawhide with bits of bone and iron tied to the ends ripping and shredding flesh deep down into the muscles... and to stand there willingly, as a submissive lamb, as they place a crown of thorns upon his head and beat the crown down into his scalp bringing forth more blood ( he would have been a gruesome sight by this point, as an artist I have considered painting Him in this condition realistically but have hesitated for obvious reasons)
So now they present the creator of the universe before all the people, in this horrifying condition and they continue to mock and throw insults at him (the fact that God the Father did'nt destroy the world at that very point, proves His love for us to me) I'd have turned them to stone for the spitting part alone!!!
Not being happy at this, the crowd begs for Him to be crucified, note the word BEGS... Now on the way to the cross the crowd follows spitting on him and mocking him even more, by now it would have to be a full blown mob scene, growing with a frenzy, like a riot in downtown Chicago ! I believe this frenzied mob scene was driven and exploited by satan to keep Jesus from continuing Gods plan, and if thats true, it's hard for me imagine just how insane this mob would have been!
In my painting I see myself as a member of that mob, moving in for a closer look as he's being nailed down, I watch intently as the spikes burst through his flesh and I am captivated by the spurting blood with each hammer blow, I look to his face to study his reaction, it is grimaced in pain and agony and he is crying, tears of agony I assume, then he notices me and his face softens and those same tear filled eyes speak into my heart and say... This is for you... and I realize he is crying for me not himself... and the veil is lifted and I understand, My heart breaks and I weep at the thought that the One and only Son of God could love me so much and would undergo this form of punishment and sacrifice himself so willingly for a sinning mob actvist like me.
So yes i am drawn to that cross on the hill and the blood that was spilled there on that most pivotal day in history because without it I'm nothing more than a taunting, spitting mob activist, I'd probably be wielding the hammer.
Tom
p.s. I'm more comfortable expressing myself with paint than words, so I hope this all makes sense