Sirona
Hindu Wannabe
Namaste,
I've been reading a lot on Hindu Goddesses lately and I came to the conclusion that almost all of them (except for Radha and Sita maybe) also do have a fierce aspect. I've been interested in various mythologies since childhood and I tried to compare the Hindu goddesses to European warrior goddesses but the comparison doesn't really work, because in a war there supposedly is always a part of yourself that you have to hold back, like analyzing your situation or thinking about strategy. I also don't think that an army would be likely to follow an apparent "madwoman". I tried to focus on what several Hindu goddesses make me feel like and I always have the feeling that in most Hindu goddesses I read about there is always that element of "going to far". For example, when I see an image of Kali I could identify with her because I once suffered fron acute psychosis and now I know what it is like if you strike out with blind rage against anything you come across. (I wasn't violent, to make this clear but thoughts are powerful. For example, I "meditated" in front of a switched-off black screen TV set because I admired the concept absolute blackness when the illusion machine is turned off ... ). Now, I "know" what being like Kali could be like ... but I wouldn't like to be in a "Kali-like state" again. So what would you suggest? Focusing solely on the nice-only goddesses? Or am I entirely mistaken and Hindu goddesses have aspects I haven't considered yet? Thanks for your replies.
I've been reading a lot on Hindu Goddesses lately and I came to the conclusion that almost all of them (except for Radha and Sita maybe) also do have a fierce aspect. I've been interested in various mythologies since childhood and I tried to compare the Hindu goddesses to European warrior goddesses but the comparison doesn't really work, because in a war there supposedly is always a part of yourself that you have to hold back, like analyzing your situation or thinking about strategy. I also don't think that an army would be likely to follow an apparent "madwoman". I tried to focus on what several Hindu goddesses make me feel like and I always have the feeling that in most Hindu goddesses I read about there is always that element of "going to far". For example, when I see an image of Kali I could identify with her because I once suffered fron acute psychosis and now I know what it is like if you strike out with blind rage against anything you come across. (I wasn't violent, to make this clear but thoughts are powerful. For example, I "meditated" in front of a switched-off black screen TV set because I admired the concept absolute blackness when the illusion machine is turned off ... ). Now, I "know" what being like Kali could be like ... but I wouldn't like to be in a "Kali-like state" again. So what would you suggest? Focusing solely on the nice-only goddesses? Or am I entirely mistaken and Hindu goddesses have aspects I haven't considered yet? Thanks for your replies.