I only meant I understood because of having the experience myself.
I think you sincerely believe that but I can find no reason beyond giving you the benefit of the doubt to agree. Of course you have little opportunity to supply evidence in this format but I can say the book that gives us all of our expectation of the experience and the reason for it does not line up with what you claim. It claims the primary purposes of the experience are to provide perfect confirmation of biblical doctrine and to unite you with God. Yet you deny both purposes so I doubt your claim to experience. Let's say I have been to the North pole and can remember exactly what it felt like. You show up and tell me you have been there but you claim to have gotten there by going south, found it devoid of snow, and hot. Now I do not know your wrong but nothing you said lines up with my experience and maybe more important almost every text written by people who have also been there. We are almost universally consistent in our accounts.
Only in being blinded by a light. By blinded I mean I could only see the light. I could not otherwise see where I was. Within the light was a presence. I felt warmth and at peace. I was only told by burdens had been lifted. After a time the light faded and I could see again.
Again I cannot know with certainty but have increasing doubts. Paul's experience is extremely rare, it is the only one like it in the entire 750,000 words of the bible. I had to write a paper on salvation experiences for a request from someone. I found several blogs that had hundreds. None contained a Paul like experience and all were extremely similar to mine. Paul was given something unique because Paul and his mission was unique. Paul was perfectly committed to the opposite belief. It took extraordinary means to change his mind and his experience had factors that produced extreme results. IOW the level of the experience aligns up with the logic behind the intent of the experience. However your experience produced the opposite effect from the purpose of the event in Paul's case. My skepticism is firmly rooted in logical deduction and personal experience as well primary doctrine.
I think that is what you are comfortable believing. In my experience the truth is otherwise.
My claim is knowable. I can look up hermeneutic and exegetical traditions that have been tested and affirmed for thousands of years and see if they agree. There is no faith or preference involved in my specific claim here. You might as well tell me I am only comfortable in believing 2 + 2 = 4. No you can actually test this one.
Well I agree here. Yet you seek certainty in the Bible. It's human nature to seek certainty even if it is not given to us.
It is also human nature to recognize certainty where it exists but I do not find certainty in the bible. I find certainty in my experience and find that the bible perfectly justifies my confidence in that certainty. You have also smuggled in an assumption here that you could not possibly know even if it was true. Your statement assumes you know that certainty does not exist in the bible. You cannot know that. It is a perfect genetic fallacy.
That's odd. I find it to be true but I do not like it. I do not like the idea that truth is hidden. I find hat it indeed is hidden, and the verse to be accurate but I do not like it. I find the bible to be true but not what I would choose necessarily. This demonstrates your genetic fallacy about wishful thinking. I wish the truth was different, but find it to be as the bible claims whether I like it or not. Biblical doctrine is anything but a warm a cozy comfortable placebo. It is the hardest and most devise book ever written.
It is how you choose to pursue it. Certainty is gained by hearing something over and over again. Constant exposure patters your thinking. The mind will create certainty even even when not warranted. My awareness of this is what prompted my original post.
You are really way way off on this faith by other means stuff. When I was born again I was not in any church had not read the bible in more than ten years, had almost no contact with any Christian. My journey to faith was not wishful thinking, not coerced by anyone, and was against my former beliefs completely. What you have next? Maybe the epilepsy defense?
Where as I am aware and acknowledge my own speculation I also see this is not so much the case in others. Speculation becomes certainty, it is an easy thing to fail to.
That is far too simplistic. Most of what you said I can see nothing except speculation in it (however as long as that is admitted it is justifiable). My faith is based on things that range from absolute certainty (actually one thing only), to almost certainty, to probable, to pure speculation. You would have to identify the claim before how reliable it is could be established.
My only point was that people should not rely on there own certainty, at least be willing to question the basis of that certainty.
I don't, I rely on a certainty that completely abrogated my prior certainty and did not originate in me. It was given to me from God. I do not even think saving faith is possible by human effort alone. You may get to the brink of the infinite divide by effort and study but that last infinite step is wholly a gift from God.
No issues with Bible accuracy or a historical Christ.
Well I am glad to hear than but then that leaves us with only your metaphysical musings. Though I regard that as the most unproductive foundation possible, as long as it is admitted to be such, I cannot complain. However it does not make for much of a debate.
I suppose though I could ask what causes you to trust Paul's authority with regard to Jesus? I think you may have implied why, but perhaps we could focus on it.
Well I can get as in depth as you want but let me start simplistically.
You said you do not have a problem with biblical reliability nor the historical Christ. Therefore Christ himself commissioned Paul. Validation does not get any higher. In fact Paul is the primary source by which we know of what Christ taught. To get rid of Paul you necessarily get rid of much that is thought to be Christ. Now if you wish to backtrack on your not having a problem with the bible or Christ we can get much deeper but unless you did then my argument has no flaw.
You trust Paul to speak for Jesus and God. I think Paul only spoke for himself.
Every single apostle that ever gave us any information about Christ accepted Paul as his representative. In fact in every disagreement with them Paul prevailed and God revealed he was right. IOW the bible validates Paul in every way possible so if you do not reject the bible then you must as well. Only outside the bible (which is by far the less reliable realm) can you find any reason to attack Paul. So it is the bible and Paul or no bible nor Paul. Take your pick. Paul is also the earliest source and his source material goes back to within a few years of Christ. His mission was greater than the others. He was trusted with more doctrinal issues than the others. He wrote more and so what he said is more discernible. I not only find many of his teachings as perfectly lining up with my experience but I find them the only possibility of being true given philosophy. I can go on forever so you will have to limit what you want to discuss.