I just found this thread today and I got all the way to #100 and it was worth it to run into you again.
You are looking for a God that does not exist. You are assuming that if God was charitable and benevolent you would be able to se the effects of God on Earth, but God does not intervene on Earth. God only sends Messengers and if people follow them then they will be charitable and benevolent.
If humanity is to survive then power needs be given to the trustworthy and deserving people instead of people waiting for God to do the heavy lifting.
Nothing on Earth indicates that life on Earth has an ideal existence since there is no ideal existence on Earth, only in Heaven.