Wow you are ignorant. I cannot blame you though, you are an atheist so I expect ignorance from you as it is defaulted towards people with anti-theistic beliefs.
Like most atheists, I grew up in the kind of straightjacketed religion you espouse! The only way to keep your kind of religion in control of large populations is through intimidation and the threat of violence for anyone who tries to leave or even ask tough questions about ideology or scriptural accuracy....going back a few years, I recall a Muslim scholar in Cairo being thrown out the window of his sixth floor office for theorizing that the Quran was originally written in Aramaic and translated into Arabic. Rather than offering a rebuttal, his ideological opponents just through him out a window!
I expect God to be infinitely merciful and infinite wrathful. I expect both qualities because life is nothing without suffering. I cannot appreciate bliss without suffering and this is why I practice asceticism and learn to make myself suffer in order to appreciate other things more. This is my theology and it is my practice and how I perceive the world and its qualities.
"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering." ~Nietzsche
I find little of value in the self-absorbed crap that Nietzsche wrote! But, my main reason for rejecting gods that promise eternal rewards and eternal punishments is because life after death is nonsense to begin with. Our sense of self is an illusion...albeit a useful illusion created by brain function to plan future responses and generate an emotional attachment for our bodies for self-preservation. The fear of death that accompanies self-preservation is the likely source of all of the fantasies of souls rising above the body and life-after-death experiences. Our minds are the product of brain function - there is no mental activities that are not correlated with brain function, and when the brain dies, the mind is no longer generated and no longer exists. It is extinguished just like the image on a TV or computer screen goes out when you shut off the device.
But, the fear of death is very powerful and always working in the background at an unconscious level...or at least that's the whole point behind Terror Management Theory...which I won't get into right now. What I want to get to before I close, is that those of us who are atheists have transferred hope for an afterlife into hope for continued human progress towards paradise on Earth, and eventually leaving the Earth to establish colonies in space or on other planets. The great angst that a lot of atheist/humanists aren't getting a grip on right now is that all of the environmental trends towards a hotter world, with an oversized, unsustainable human population, and an increasing rates of animal extinctions unprecedented in the last 65 million years, are evidence that we have grown and consumed so much already, that we are on a trendline towards human extinction that is looking unavoidable right now.
If there is something that makes me feel nihilistic, it's not my own death, but the fact that our species...which has held so much promise, may be gone by the end of this century, and all of our concerns about all of our issues will be snuffed out like a candle flame!