paul lorence
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For the last 18 years I have suspected that I was the antichrist and not without compelling reasons that I will share in this post. I have since then let it go because I finally know exactly what happened to me and have worked my way out of that thinking. I read someone's post on this site that said that thinking you are the antichrist comes from delusional thinking or a psychotic break in the mind. This is not far from the truth of what I have spent the last 18 years overcoming. For me that psychotic break was bipolar disorder.
I am 45 now, but grew up in an evangelical christian home in Minnesota. All my life I believed in the literal interpretation of the Bible and that a god man Jesus christ came in the flesh some 2000 years ago. But all that changed when I really started to question what I believe and hunt the truth at all cost. I got to the point in my life where all I wanted to get out of it was the truth. And bits and pieces of it is exactly what I got. And right around this time is when I started to discover the hidden side of the Bible or namely that there is a lie interwoven through it literally (E B I B L is Bible with the "e" at the front of it which spells LIE backward every other letter). I won't go into to too much detail about that lie here but will certainly welcome any conversation on it. But after 27 years of die hard Christianity and basically committing my whole life to it I was enraged to find a lie in it. This rage turned to hate for God, Christ, the Bible, Christianity and the more I dug for the truth the more I felt like I was the antichrist or becoming him. And in someways maybe I will never stop thinking this. But let me tell you why now. There is a lot to tell you so bear with me.
Let's start with this quote: "In the labyrinth of the alphabet the truth is hidden"
If Jesus is the Word of God as noted in the gospel of John chapter 1 then the alphabet might be a good place to hunt the truth. Sounds absurd right? Watch. Let's get the alphabet numbered accordingly out in front of us:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
A B C D E F G H I
J K L M N O P Q R
S T U V W X Y Z
I know this doesn't look like much right now but keep in mind "discovery consists in seeing what everyone else has seen and thinking what no one else has thought."
It has been said many times that somehow the antichrist is directly tied to the cryptic number 666. So let's also get this verse out in front of us in the kjv:
Revelation 13:18
Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is
Six hundred threescore and six.
We can discuss more detail as it is asked of me but here is my answer to this riddle. First, how do we "count" the number of the "beast" when we don't know who the beast is? If you look up this post you will notice that the letter "o" has a value of "6". We know the that 666 is the number of a man. Jesus Christ is the "Word of God" notice the three "o"s in that title W o rd o fg o d equal distant apart = 666. So let's just entertain the idea that Jesus Christ is the beast and his number is six hundred three score and six. He claimed he was the alpha and the omega so overlap the "six" at the front and the "six" at the end and you are left with:
hundred threescore and six
Now count the number of the beast (or the words) until a single digit appears and you get this:
hundred = 7
threescore = 1 (10 = 1+0=1)
and = 3
six = 3
7133 = Paul (if you look above for the values of those letters)
It gets even more weird from here. Isolated the letters Paul in the alphabet and count the letters between them: a bcdefghijk l mno p qrst u vwxyz
here you get 10, 3, 4, 5 or JUDE (which has only 1 chapter that directly precedes the book of revelation)
Jude 1:4 might be warning of Paul and the internet is load with suspicion that not only might Paul be a false apostle but worse yet the antichrist. Being that that is my name this discovery was a bit unsettling.
In Revelation Jesus is call the morning star. In Isaiah Lucifer is also referred to as the morning star. If Jesus is the Word then what does that say about Lucifer? Watch this:
The Bible addresses Lucifer as "O'Lucifer" which almost equates to every 3rd letter in the alphabet:
ab C de F gh I jk L mn O pq R st U vw X yz
CFILORUX = O'LUCIFXR
But then get this. Add the values of the letters between OLUCIFXR and pay careful attention to the skip sequence and the anagram that appears:
a+b = c or 1+2 = 3
d+e = i or 4+5 = 9
g+h = o
j+k = u
m+n = a
p+q = g
s+t = m
v+w = s
y+z = y
Notice the skip sequence is every 6th letter CIOUAGMSY which is an anagram that says "MAGIC'S YOU"
OLUCIFXR MAGIC'S YOU
Crazy huh? Well this will blow your mind:
As I was looking into the alphabet one day I noticed that the word "KEY" was hidden in it every sixth letter backwards. I didn't think much of it until I took into account the other letters around it. To my astonishment every other letter from Y to M was an anagram for MAGIC KEY (YACEGIKM).
By now things where getting a little creepy and I was wondering why I was finding all this stuff. And the weird thing was the more I tried to answer that the more the discoveries just kept point back to me.
I noticed early on that you could write magic forward with key spelled backward directly below it centered and that a and y where two apart, g and e where two apart and i and k where two apart:
M A G I C
___Y_E__K__
Who care right? Add a K to the end of magic like this MAGICK and watch what happens:
M A G I C K
L B H H B L
K C I G A M
You get magick spelled forward and backward separated by l, b and h. That's cool. But LBH means nothing. True but now lets run the alphabet the otherway like this:
M
N
O
etc. Do this for all 6 letters in magick and this is what you end up with:
M A G I C K
Y O U U O Y
K C I G A M
Magick written forwards at the top and backwards at the bottom with "Keys" running up and down both sides every 6th letter and YOU and UOY mirrored in the middle.
As if to tell the me that the MAGIC KEY IS "YOU"
Hold that thought. JESUS = 15131. Now look up the letters you in the alphabet.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMN O PQRST U VWX Y Z
Count the letters in YOU as 1's and then count the letters between them and you get:
O = 1
PQRST = 5
U = 1
VWX = 3
Y = 1
Just like Jesus = 15131
Here is my full name P AUL R OBERT L ORENCE
Do the same exercise
P = 1
AUL = 3
R = 1
OBERT = 5
L = 1
13151
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I fully acknowledge that some with look at all this and think its absurd. But bipolar can do that to someone. So now that I have shared that with you I want to tell you what I have discovered about my mind.
Jesus is the Word. Think about this for a minute. What are we without the word? We couldn't talk, read, write, think, etc. We could not do anything. Jesus said apart from him we could do nothing and in that light that is true. What this infers is that somehow Jesus or God is words. Now where do words reside in the human body? The mind, the brain inside you head and Jesus was crucified where? Golgotha, place of the skull!!!
I have much more to share but have to go.
Take care,
Paul
I am 45 now, but grew up in an evangelical christian home in Minnesota. All my life I believed in the literal interpretation of the Bible and that a god man Jesus christ came in the flesh some 2000 years ago. But all that changed when I really started to question what I believe and hunt the truth at all cost. I got to the point in my life where all I wanted to get out of it was the truth. And bits and pieces of it is exactly what I got. And right around this time is when I started to discover the hidden side of the Bible or namely that there is a lie interwoven through it literally (E B I B L is Bible with the "e" at the front of it which spells LIE backward every other letter). I won't go into to too much detail about that lie here but will certainly welcome any conversation on it. But after 27 years of die hard Christianity and basically committing my whole life to it I was enraged to find a lie in it. This rage turned to hate for God, Christ, the Bible, Christianity and the more I dug for the truth the more I felt like I was the antichrist or becoming him. And in someways maybe I will never stop thinking this. But let me tell you why now. There is a lot to tell you so bear with me.
Let's start with this quote: "In the labyrinth of the alphabet the truth is hidden"
If Jesus is the Word of God as noted in the gospel of John chapter 1 then the alphabet might be a good place to hunt the truth. Sounds absurd right? Watch. Let's get the alphabet numbered accordingly out in front of us:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
A B C D E F G H I
J K L M N O P Q R
S T U V W X Y Z
I know this doesn't look like much right now but keep in mind "discovery consists in seeing what everyone else has seen and thinking what no one else has thought."
It has been said many times that somehow the antichrist is directly tied to the cryptic number 666. So let's also get this verse out in front of us in the kjv:
Revelation 13:18
Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is
Six hundred threescore and six.
We can discuss more detail as it is asked of me but here is my answer to this riddle. First, how do we "count" the number of the "beast" when we don't know who the beast is? If you look up this post you will notice that the letter "o" has a value of "6". We know the that 666 is the number of a man. Jesus Christ is the "Word of God" notice the three "o"s in that title W o rd o fg o d equal distant apart = 666. So let's just entertain the idea that Jesus Christ is the beast and his number is six hundred three score and six. He claimed he was the alpha and the omega so overlap the "six" at the front and the "six" at the end and you are left with:
hundred threescore and six
Now count the number of the beast (or the words) until a single digit appears and you get this:
hundred = 7
threescore = 1 (10 = 1+0=1)
and = 3
six = 3
7133 = Paul (if you look above for the values of those letters)
It gets even more weird from here. Isolated the letters Paul in the alphabet and count the letters between them: a bcdefghijk l mno p qrst u vwxyz
here you get 10, 3, 4, 5 or JUDE (which has only 1 chapter that directly precedes the book of revelation)
Jude 1:4 might be warning of Paul and the internet is load with suspicion that not only might Paul be a false apostle but worse yet the antichrist. Being that that is my name this discovery was a bit unsettling.
In Revelation Jesus is call the morning star. In Isaiah Lucifer is also referred to as the morning star. If Jesus is the Word then what does that say about Lucifer? Watch this:
The Bible addresses Lucifer as "O'Lucifer" which almost equates to every 3rd letter in the alphabet:
ab C de F gh I jk L mn O pq R st U vw X yz
CFILORUX = O'LUCIFXR
But then get this. Add the values of the letters between OLUCIFXR and pay careful attention to the skip sequence and the anagram that appears:
a+b = c or 1+2 = 3
d+e = i or 4+5 = 9
g+h = o
j+k = u
m+n = a
p+q = g
s+t = m
v+w = s
y+z = y
Notice the skip sequence is every 6th letter CIOUAGMSY which is an anagram that says "MAGIC'S YOU"
OLUCIFXR MAGIC'S YOU
Crazy huh? Well this will blow your mind:
As I was looking into the alphabet one day I noticed that the word "KEY" was hidden in it every sixth letter backwards. I didn't think much of it until I took into account the other letters around it. To my astonishment every other letter from Y to M was an anagram for MAGIC KEY (YACEGIKM).
By now things where getting a little creepy and I was wondering why I was finding all this stuff. And the weird thing was the more I tried to answer that the more the discoveries just kept point back to me.
I noticed early on that you could write magic forward with key spelled backward directly below it centered and that a and y where two apart, g and e where two apart and i and k where two apart:
M A G I C
___Y_E__K__
Who care right? Add a K to the end of magic like this MAGICK and watch what happens:
M A G I C K
L B H H B L
K C I G A M
You get magick spelled forward and backward separated by l, b and h. That's cool. But LBH means nothing. True but now lets run the alphabet the otherway like this:
M
N
O
etc. Do this for all 6 letters in magick and this is what you end up with:
M A G I C K
Y O U U O Y
K C I G A M
Magick written forwards at the top and backwards at the bottom with "Keys" running up and down both sides every 6th letter and YOU and UOY mirrored in the middle.
As if to tell the me that the MAGIC KEY IS "YOU"
Hold that thought. JESUS = 15131. Now look up the letters you in the alphabet.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMN O PQRST U VWX Y Z
Count the letters in YOU as 1's and then count the letters between them and you get:
O = 1
PQRST = 5
U = 1
VWX = 3
Y = 1
Just like Jesus = 15131
Here is my full name P AUL R OBERT L ORENCE
Do the same exercise
P = 1
AUL = 3
R = 1
OBERT = 5
L = 1
13151
-------------------
I fully acknowledge that some with look at all this and think its absurd. But bipolar can do that to someone. So now that I have shared that with you I want to tell you what I have discovered about my mind.
Jesus is the Word. Think about this for a minute. What are we without the word? We couldn't talk, read, write, think, etc. We could not do anything. Jesus said apart from him we could do nothing and in that light that is true. What this infers is that somehow Jesus or God is words. Now where do words reside in the human body? The mind, the brain inside you head and Jesus was crucified where? Golgotha, place of the skull!!!
I have much more to share but have to go.
Take care,
Paul
