Why I thought I was the antichrist for 18 years

[Enoch07]

@paul lorence

I have a 100% fool proof way of determining if you are the Anti-Christ or not.

You come across a man in the street. A large pool of blood surrounds him as he lies there, but he is still alive.

Do you:

A: Call 911

B: Lay your hands upon him and heal him using power granted to you by God!

C: Kick him in the teeth, rape his almost dead body, then run away cackling and screaming "Hail Satan!"

Depending on your answer I can tell you if you are the Anti-Christ or not.

 

[paul lorence]

Do you believe in spirits? Demons?

Not really but why do ask?

 

[paul lorence]

Its just flat nutty what you wrote. The bible is not a magical text to be decifered, leave that to theologians they can be totally dumb enough with phds about it.

My suggestion put the text away and get grounded first. Culture is most certainly not healthy for some people. You have some possible talents but right now? No.

I have some "possible talents" but not right now...lol So you call the attached Nutty and that it takes no talent to find such a thing? If you can cough up even one find remotely close the attached I'll believe you. But if you can't and all it is is nutty what does your judgement of me say about you?

 

[David T]

I have some "possible talents" but not right now...lol So you call the attached Nutty and that it takes no talent to find such a thing? If you can cough up even one find remotely close the attached I'll believe you. But if you can't and all it is is nutty what does your judgement of me say about you?

I just took this photo you are so on it what was i thinking.

 

[YoursTrue]

This is a true story. I believed I was the Antichrist when I was in jail. I asked God, if I am the Antichrist, when my door pops open, let me see six six six.

as soon as my door popped open I walked over to an open magazine where a bunch of shirts that said 66 were next to each other. Right after that another inmate brought me a picture of the Pope and showed me that someone drew six on his head.

After that really odd coincidence, I became truly convinced that I was the Antichrist and it lasted for years. I even sold my soul to the devil because I thought it was my destiny and that God wanted me to.

I've known other people in real life and online who think they are the Antichrist.

When you are seeking the truth, you might want to remember that you are psychotic and delusional. When you try to find messages in numbers and letters, that can actually be a symptom of schizophrenia especially if you believed you were a figure like the Antichrist.

Be very careful when you start seeing hidden messages everywhere. I went through that phase, and I was very lead astray. As the Antichrist, I felt like I could essentially do whatever I wanted to and it was still God's will.

I cringe to look back at some of my behaviors while psychotic, delusional, and confused. Yes, I hated God as well and screamed the worst blasphemies I could think of.

We cannot both be the Antichrist. We are both delusional and so are so many other people. I just had to realize that I am sick. And if I was the Antichrist, I would have more friends and be more successful at things , and likely be a politician.

It's very unhealthy to believe you are the Antichrist; because once you believe that, you can essentially justify anything you want to do to others that could cause them harm.
Any sin you want to commit becomes justified, and anything goes..

If the devil does indeed exist, he wants people to believe that they are the Antichrist, because that enables them in their narcissism and depravity.

(By the way Paul, I live in Saint Paul)

I think this was a brilliant post.

 

[paul lorence]

Hey for all you star wars fans you will love this one that relates to my posts about Magic Key. Watch

A B C D E F G H I J K L M

Jedi can be found between every other letter in MAGICKEY like this

M A G I C K E Y
j e d i

Between M and G in the alphabet is "J"
Between G and C in the alphabet is "E"
Between C and E in the alphabet is "D"
Between E and M in the alphabet is "I"

Fascinating huh?

 

[paul lorence]

I think this was a brilliant post.

Hey there, thanks for your thoughtful reply. We should get coffee sometime as I live in Maple Grove. Let me know if you are interested [email protected]. Would love to hear more about your story and tell you my experiences as well.

 

[YoursTrue]

Hey there, thanks for your thoughtful reply. We should get coffee sometime as I live in Maple Grove. Let me know if you are interested [email protected]. Would love to hear more about your story and tell you my experiences as well.

Maple Grove? Aside from the fact that I am 75, my husband would probably like to meet you, too. but conversation and coffee does sound appealing. Where is Maple Grove?

 

[paul lorence]

Maple Grove? Aside from the fact that I am 75, my husband would probably like to meet you, too. but conversation and coffee does sound appealing. Where is Maple Grove?

Hey no worries. I would welcome some conversation. I am 45. Maple Grove is Northwest of the twincities by Plymouth. I can meet you where ever nights or weekends. Lots to share. Feel free to email me directly at [email protected] and we'll set something up. Thanks!

 

[YoursTrue]

Hey no worries. I would welcome some conversation. I am 45. Maple Grove is Northwest of the twincities by Plymouth. I can meet you where ever nights or weekends. Lots to share. Feel free to email me directly at [email protected] and we'll set something up. Thanks!

I hope you will not be offended,and I wish the best for you, but I'm afraid right now meeting you is out of the question. We live a long distance from you, and my main interest right now is studying the Bible and sharing information from it with others. The hope of eternal life in wonderful conditions that Jesus spoke about as he talked about God's kingdom. There are to be new heavens and a new earth where righteousness is to dwell.That will solve all mankind's problems. 2 Peter 3:13 is helpful to think about: "But we are looking forward to the new heavens and new earth he has promised, a world filled with God's righteousness."

 

[paul lorence]

I hope you will not be offended,and I wish the best for you, but I'm afraid right now meeting you is out of the question. We live a long distance from you, and my main interest right now is studying the Bible and sharing information from it with others. The hope of eternal life in wonderful conditions that Jesus spoke about as he talked about God's kingdom. There are to be new heavens and a new earth where righteousness is to dwell.That will solve all mankind's problems. 2 Peter 3:13 is helpful to think about: "But we are looking forward to the new heavens and new earth he has promised, a world filled with God's righteousness."

I understand your position and wish you well too. And yes we do live a distance apart don't we. The Bible is an exciting book isn't it, full of hope for all that plagues us. A piece of advice for you though as you go sharing the gospel and starting your ministry... Don't be too quick to speak. Knowledge speaks wisdom listens. 2 Timothy 4:5 calls you to "Make full proof of your ministry" otherwise you will be like the "Wicked who are estranged from the womb, they go astray as soon as they are born (or born again) speaking lies" (Psalm 58:3). 2 Tim 4:5 and Christians not heading it is the reason you have 33,000 different denomination or sects of that religion and why there is so much confusion and contradiction among their doctrines like the virgin birth, the rapture, the second coming, the resurrection, etc. Does truth divide us? I think not.

But, if you want to know the truth about the new heaven and the new earth it's been with you all along.

Christians will speak of this new heaven and new earth and Jesus coming back in the clouds for some 2000+ years and it's never happened. Why? Because they completely overlook the fact that in Luke 17:21 there master Jesus himself said "Behold the kingdom of heaven is within you" (kjv). Indeed, "He who looks outside dreams. He who looks inside awakens." - Victor Hugo

The real temple or Kingdom of God is within Man (1 Cor. 3:16). The creator and the created are one. All through life we are like a wave tossed around at sea looking for our place in this vast ocean of our existence. Until such a time we realize we are the ocean itself and the powerful delusion that we are somehow separated from God completely falls apart. Tell me, can any human being who has ever lived sustain himself without God? No. Why? Because then they would bee a god unto themselves. And since the Bible teaches there is but one God. There you have it. And yet Christianity will say that we are all born separated from God. Really? How? Make full proof of that. See what I'm saying here? Just be careful out there especially in the church.

All my best...

 

[YoursTrue]

I understand your position and wish you well too. And yes we do live a distance apart don't we. The Bible is an exciting book isn't it, full of hope for all that plagues us. A piece of advice for you though as you go sharing the gospel and starting your ministry... Don't be too quick to speak. Knowledge speaks wisdom listens. 2 Timothy 4:5 calls you to "Make full proof of your ministry" otherwise you will be like the "Wicked who are estranged from the womb, they go astray as soon as they are born (or born again) speaking lies" (Psalm 58:3). 2 Tim 4:5 and Christians not heading it is the reason you have 33,000 different denomination or sects of that religion and why there is so much confusion and contradiction among their doctrines like the virgin birth, the rapture, the second coming, the resurrection, etc. Does truth divide us? I think not.

But, if you want to know the truth about the new heaven and the new earth it's been with you all along.

Christians will speak of this new heaven and new earth and Jesus coming back in the clouds for some 2000+ years and it's never happened. Why? Because they completely overlook the fact that in Luke 17:21 there master Jesus himself said "Behold the kingdom of heaven is within you" (kjv). Indeed, "He who looks outside dreams. He who looks inside awakens." - Victor Hugo

The real temple or Kingdom of God is within Man (1 Cor. 3:16). The creator and the created are one. All through life we are like a wave tossed around at sea looking for our place in this vast ocean of our existence. Until such a time we realize we are the ocean itself and the powerful delusion that we are somehow separated from God completely falls apart. Tell me, can any human being who has ever lived sustain himself without God? No. Why? Because then they would bee a god unto themselves. And since the Bible teaches there is but one God. There you have it. And yet Christianity will say that we are all born separated from God. Really? How? Make full proof of that. See what I'm saying here? Just be careful out there especially in the church.

All my best...

Thanks, and you bring out many interesting and profound points. I agree there are many varied teachings out there. Perhaps we can discuss some of them in an orderly manner sometime soon. Yes, the end of this world is hopefully soon to be upon us. Not the earth, but the present ungodly miserable system run by man. I hope you are well and hopeful today, a pleasure talking with you. Notice the hopeful prophecy at Revelation 11:18, particularly the last part -- "Your wrath has come.
The time has come to judge the dead,
and to reward Your servants,
the prophets and saints,
and those who fear Your name,
both small and great,
and to destroy those who destroy the earth.”
So God will destroy those who are destroying the earth. He says through his word that the earth will not be destroyed by man.