Cordoba
Well-Known Member
Kristine (USA)
10 years ago if you told me I would become a devout Muslim I would have laughed. Now I am proud to be Muslim and would not change my life in for anything.
It all started Sept 23, 2001. I had never met a Muslim in my life or even saw a woman wearing Hijab. I was a divorced mother of two who lived in a small town. At the time I was teaching Pre-school and days after September 11th into my classroom walk a Palistinian Muslim family. I was amazed by how friendly this family was.
And as the year progressed I saw two very different pictures of Muslims. The first was the Media picture of horrible terrorists screaming and killing. The secound was a loving gentle family that was loving and attentive toward their daughter and kind and friendly toward me and the other staff. I saw pictures of "opressed" woman in Hijab. Only to meet this childs mother and see a self confident outgoing independant woman. What people were saying was not at all what I saw.
I have always considered myself a pretty open minded person, and I wanted to be careful and not disrespect this child's families beliefs so I started looking into the religion as I had done with other students beliefs that I was unfamiliar with. Only with Islam it was different. Once I started reading I could not stop. All the questions left unanswered by Christianity were suddenly clear. At first I was in shock, how could I agree with a religion the world was claiming was so violent. I kept looking for the violent teachings every one said were there and 4 1/2 years of hard study and I still have yet to find anything that teaches violence only a beautiful religion.
A religion that has the same moral teachings I grew up but instead of unconditional forgiveness we are as I have always believed personaly responsible for our own actions. After a year and a half of study, I was more and more clear that this was my beliefs. I could spend my whole life trying to find the bad others said was there, but clearly was not or I could accept the truth, that Islam was from God. I took shahada in November of 2003 and shortly after a brother who I had met at an educational conferance 6 months earlier and who had helped in answering my questions asked me to marry him. And disptite swearing I would never marry again. I agreed to marry him and we were married very soon after. And I know of no two people who are as happy as we have been for the last 2 years.
I have continued to grow and learn with the help of my husband and the sisters from my Masjid. Both my children and I have learned to pray and the words to many short suras. And I take every oportunity to read Quran. I carry a pocket size in my Purse (in a protective case to insure it is kept properly) and take every opportunity to read it over and over. And after 30 years of a very difficult life I have a wonderful peaceful life.
All the best.
10 years ago if you told me I would become a devout Muslim I would have laughed. Now I am proud to be Muslim and would not change my life in for anything.
It all started Sept 23, 2001. I had never met a Muslim in my life or even saw a woman wearing Hijab. I was a divorced mother of two who lived in a small town. At the time I was teaching Pre-school and days after September 11th into my classroom walk a Palistinian Muslim family. I was amazed by how friendly this family was.
And as the year progressed I saw two very different pictures of Muslims. The first was the Media picture of horrible terrorists screaming and killing. The secound was a loving gentle family that was loving and attentive toward their daughter and kind and friendly toward me and the other staff. I saw pictures of "opressed" woman in Hijab. Only to meet this childs mother and see a self confident outgoing independant woman. What people were saying was not at all what I saw.
I have always considered myself a pretty open minded person, and I wanted to be careful and not disrespect this child's families beliefs so I started looking into the religion as I had done with other students beliefs that I was unfamiliar with. Only with Islam it was different. Once I started reading I could not stop. All the questions left unanswered by Christianity were suddenly clear. At first I was in shock, how could I agree with a religion the world was claiming was so violent. I kept looking for the violent teachings every one said were there and 4 1/2 years of hard study and I still have yet to find anything that teaches violence only a beautiful religion.
A religion that has the same moral teachings I grew up but instead of unconditional forgiveness we are as I have always believed personaly responsible for our own actions. After a year and a half of study, I was more and more clear that this was my beliefs. I could spend my whole life trying to find the bad others said was there, but clearly was not or I could accept the truth, that Islam was from God. I took shahada in November of 2003 and shortly after a brother who I had met at an educational conferance 6 months earlier and who had helped in answering my questions asked me to marry him. And disptite swearing I would never marry again. I agreed to marry him and we were married very soon after. And I know of no two people who are as happy as we have been for the last 2 years.
I have continued to grow and learn with the help of my husband and the sisters from my Masjid. Both my children and I have learned to pray and the words to many short suras. And I take every oportunity to read Quran. I carry a pocket size in my Purse (in a protective case to insure it is kept properly) and take every opportunity to read it over and over. And after 30 years of a very difficult life I have a wonderful peaceful life.
All the best.