Ultraviolet - A good point and a very interesting view. Thanks for sharing!
Curious_kitty - Some argue that the worshiping the Trinity IS polytheistic, which is why there are so many sects that do not recognize it and condemn the faiths that do. Catholics still do, Anglicans do, and I'm pretty sure Lutherans and Presbyterians do too. Come to think of it, I think that it's more the "newer" offshoots that reject the Trinity, though if memory serves me there have always been grumblings and disputes about whether or not Jesus is God-come-to-Earth, or literally the son of God, and about the deification of the Holy Spirit.
Long story short - religion is something that no one in this life can prove, thus millions of people around the world believe different things. You can choose a personal spirituality or a communally-approved religion. You can opt to combine the two, but the fact of the matter is that such a highly structured and regimented religion does not tolerate creative thinking. God might, but his church does not. Instead of asking people here for answers, ask your god. Do you think that your dreams were his way of saying that damnation awaits, or do you simply think that it was your own fears run amok?