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So I was born and raised in a Seventh-Day Adventist home. Every saturday me, my sister and parents went to church. I never was one of thoses who was activiely participating on church's activities and even avoided contact with the church's youth prefering sitting on the banch waiting for the actual worship service. I was batizep (even though this was more to please my dad than for my actual beliefs. And I regret it doing it in such young age I was like 13~15) and everything was "fine" before I started questioning What I was doing there? What was my faith? Why I felt so distant from God? Why when we have a problems we pray looking for Jesus than God? If christianity started with Judaism why Christianity and not Judaism? You know just sit there and accept everythign they told you? I was like that.
My dad used to fight in the Chrurch because of the Trinity. He doesn't believe in the trinity the way as it is.
i don't know something felt off to me. This unsettle feeling sticked with me for a while until this year where it becomes unberable and I started to spiritually suffer. So I started to do my research.
I started with Islam. Always find mysterious and scary due the lack the information that it's given to us by the media and how they always portrait it as a violence and brutality religion and its pratictioners. after read a couple articles I quite liked to a couple of points in islam and the way that it's you and God appealing me. I still hold a few question What heaven is like to them and all this Huris? A clearly response about sharia? Could I get a proper study about it on a Mosque?
I'm really curious about Judaism too. I didn't read much about Judaism, seems that there's a lot of movements and I don't really know where to start. I download the Tora and I intent to read it soon the same as for Quran. So i can't tell much. But seems like Judaism is mor lined with the same beliefs that I've been taught.
I'm open minded to look for my faith, to look for being closer to God. I just want to this feeling of loneliness go away.
So I was born and raised in a Seventh-Day Adventist home. Every saturday me, my sister and parents went to church. I never was one of thoses who was activiely participating on church's activities and even avoided contact with the church's youth prefering sitting on the banch waiting for the actual worship service. I was batizep (even though this was more to please my dad than for my actual beliefs. And I regret it doing it in such young age I was like 13~15) and everything was "fine" before I started questioning What I was doing there? What was my faith? Why I felt so distant from God? Why when we have a problems we pray looking for Jesus than God? If christianity started with Judaism why Christianity and not Judaism? You know just sit there and accept everythign they told you? I was like that.
My dad used to fight in the Chrurch because of the Trinity. He doesn't believe in the trinity the way as it is.
i don't know something felt off to me. This unsettle feeling sticked with me for a while until this year where it becomes unberable and I started to spiritually suffer. So I started to do my research.
I started with Islam. Always find mysterious and scary due the lack the information that it's given to us by the media and how they always portrait it as a violence and brutality religion and its pratictioners. after read a couple articles I quite liked to a couple of points in islam and the way that it's you and God appealing me. I still hold a few question What heaven is like to them and all this Huris? A clearly response about sharia? Could I get a proper study about it on a Mosque?
I'm really curious about Judaism too. I didn't read much about Judaism, seems that there's a lot of movements and I don't really know where to start. I download the Tora and I intent to read it soon the same as for Quran. So i can't tell much. But seems like Judaism is mor lined with the same beliefs that I've been taught.
I'm open minded to look for my faith, to look for being closer to God. I just want to this feeling of loneliness go away.
