Trailblazer
Veteran Member
My best friend is Duane @Truthseeker who lives in Ohio. I have known him since we were both on Planet Baha'i together starting in 2013, and we have kept in close touch ever since. We had a lot in common such as having gotten married around the same year and having become Baha'is at about the same year. Now of course we no longer share being married since I am a widow.Well, to be fair, although my best friend lives in a different country, I spend at least a few minutes a day with him on Facebook almost every day. And I have been for the last seven years. He's basically a platonic relationship at this point. And he often messages me first too, so the feeling is reciprocal between us.
I never dated before I met my late husband. We were set up by my mother and sister who were Baha'is in his community. Now I am faced with the prospect of having to date if I want to remarry and I don't like it at all. I would rather be set up again or meet a man online, as from a dating site.I've dated before and never really found a connection. I'd rather be alone than with someone who doesn't value what I do for them. Yes, I am quite younger than you, only being 33, but life expectancy keeps going up and you are female. You probably got at least another ten years of living before you die. But you still work whereas I am on disability, so in that sense, I do have much more free time than you. I just don't want to waste that time on the wrong people, and in my 20s, I did that a lot. Many of the friends I made in my 20s are now dead.
I don't want to waste time with the wrong man, as I did with that man who lived in his car, since I have no time to waste at my age! I could live a lot longer that 10 more years as my mother lived to be 93, and she was a smoker and a drinker. I see no reason to spend all my time alone for the years I have left, especially because I do have a lot to offer a man. I am not bad looking, look 10 years younger than my age, I am in verey good health, and I am very physically active, as much as I was 20 years ago. I also I have many financial assets and I think I have a good character even though there is always work to be done.
So the problem is finding a man that I like who would also like me. I would really rather marry a Baha'i man since we would be on the same page from the start and we could be spiritual help-mates. I have already tried the only two Baha'i dating sites I know of but I heard tat Baha'is have a Baha'is singles group on Facebook and I have been trying to get onto Facebook for the last two days, but my account cannot be verified so I cannot get in. It is so frustrating! I have tried virtually everything, even setting up a new account with a differnt e-mail, but that didn't work either.
It is nice to have a best friend and maybe that is enough if one has never been married, but having been married for 37 years it is hard to deal with being alone, and it is not as if I had any time to adjust to it, since it all happened so suddenly.My best friend is a few years older than me but is still in a healthy condition. I suspect I will spend many more years talking to him. We've even mentioned visiting in real life, but even if we never do, he will always be part of what I call "my inner circle". I cherish every day that I get to talk with him. I cherish my time in RF too, and being able to talk to unlike people, in the spiritual sense.
It is nice to meet in person but if that is not possible people can still be best friends, like Duane and I.
No, I don't have any friends that I see in person. I never bothered to try to make friends since my late husband was my best friend.I'm sure you have friends to spend time with too. Nobody is an island, as they say.