Panda

Woke up this morning and my satellite/cable had been cut off. Aparently, when Jay was working and paying the bills, he didn't pay the satellite company for a few months, and didn't tell me about it. So now we/I owe 400$ and have no way to pay it. No wonder he's been hiding the bills from me. THEN I go to pay our bills for this week, (I got paid yesterday), and realized I had exactly 167$ left in my wallet. Our weekly bills are 160$... which leaves me with 7 ******* dollars for the week. When I told Jason about it, he was like "Well, what do you want ME to do about it??" Umm.. maybe GET A JOB??

So now I'm broke, crabby and in trouble with someone who should, infact, be in trouble with ME!

Blayzeh is having a bad day.

If we can bring her to our side, do you suppose we could get some of those super-secretive Ninja secrets out of her?

I need to fill her full of rum more often! Yarrrrr!

Can I move to Scotland and live with you? I'm not happy here anymore

<3<3<3

May 2009 bring you love and discovery!!!

Happy New Year, my friend!!!

hi Panda, came to say i wish a happy new year for you, be well

Good morning, beautiful boy.... well I guess it's kind of afternoon for you. But it's early fricken morning for me.

I wanna go back to bed.

Jay made me sad. Tell me I'm pretty?

You damn well better still love me!! *Sigh*

And you still didn't tell me if you'll be on msn tonight or not?? I'll be home in like 2 and a half hours (yes I realize that it'll be 2am in Scotland )

whore

But I still love you.

At this point right here, there's a BIG difference. I don't think I've had to go three friggen weeks since I was like 16.

HAHAHAH!!! Shut up! It's been like 3 ******* weeks ok! Give me a break!

I'm kind of craving... something and since I'm at work, I don't really have anyway of... satisfying that... craving... hence the crabbiness... if you actually get what I mean, lol.

*Sigh* Ok

I'm waiting for my bigger kisses!

Ohhhh... you have no idea how much they'd help!

Oddly enough.. that kind of fits in with the reason I'm crabby.. and kind of eases my crabbiness juuuust a little.