I think the last time was helping a homeless guy on the bus pick up his cans and it was good. But now I'm bored of people because they are bored of me.
I'm bored of people struggling to survive there boring lives and wanting money it's a bore. I'm bored of never getting sex from women it's just another bore. I'm bored of YouTube and all the never ending videos Infact I'm bored of videos themselves wether films tv shows and porn I'm bored of...
My dad gave me **** today about getting a job and being more clean which made me feel like crap. And I went outside and was overwhelmed by the cars. And I keep having sexual urges when I see attractive women which makes me feel awkward and insecure because those women aren't interested in me.
I went on an app called Grindr and thought I was going to have sex with a attractive trans woman but instead I bought a 50 dollar apple card for nothing they gave me there address but insisted that I give them 150 on top of the apple card that I already bought for them so this ruined my day. I...
I appreciate your answer but me finding meaning sounds daunting and really disappointing because I want someone else to do it it would make life easier and I am out in the real world right now as I am typing this and it's overwhelming and a rat race with fast pace.