Daelach
Setian
Does the Initiate understand Setian Philosophy?
I've always been wondering at this one since it is rather simple.. there isn't much to understand. Disagreeing with it, OK, but I don't see how one couldn't understand it.
Can he apply this in his life and demonstrate success?
And at this one, too. I do understand when Satanists demand such things since to them, things like career, wealth etc. are relevant. After all, that's why Lavey sold the priest titles. For reserving them to people who don't care about some bucks for fun. (ok, and for making money - just according to his philosphy himself). But to me, success in life is really subjective. OK, maybe just because I got my life together before even starting with Setianism. If you don't have to worry about how to pay the rent for the appartment this month, this frees up quite a lot of mental ressources.
On the other hand, I've seen people in the occult caring about magic and stuff while not even knowing how to pay the fuel next week. Sort of proof that something is amiss, IMO.
Does the Initiate gain from membership within the Temple?
Does the Temple gain from the Initiate?
That are the two criteria which make most sense, IMO.
Have you considered how your aversion to group thinking, and your beliefs of where that may be applicable within the Temple, without having experienced anything of membership within, could adversely affect your Xeper?
Naturally. Of course it's a choice, but I made my choice because I considered the benefits outweighing the drawbacks. I instead am looking into domains of interest for me, may temporarily join groups for learning stuff, but then leaving for not getting trapped into the group think. Why staying when I have all I wanted? Besides, IMO, it's just not in the Setian nature to stay. Kind of eternal journey or so. Oh, and upon reading the Ruby Tablet, I later realised that this approach is quite common also in the TOS. Exploring stuff, taking what's of worth and leaving (doesn't refer to the TOS but to domains of learning outside). Interesting things don't always come with a Setian label attached to them.. but I'm not telling you news here
Initially, I didn't apply because I didn't see what I might have to offer.. I couldn't imagine an answer to the 4th question. The years passed, and I reached the point where I had plenty of answers for the 4th question.. but not anymore for the 3rd one. Maybe I missed the "right" point where I would have had answers to both questions, focusing too much on the 4th one. (oh, and just in case you're wondering as to how I can say this, never having been member.. I got my information, and that doesn't just refer to the ability to use the web.)
Well, but.. yes, I came to the point of not wanting to continue alone. It's only that my solution was.. let's say, more small-scale, but quality made more than up for the quantity, for me. I found what I had been looking for.. understanding.