It has nothing to do with what I want or like. I'm just too into reason for all that. Things have to make logical sense to me. It's just true that your concept of a Supreme Being doesn't make logical sense.
I understand, because I have said the exact same thing myself. I often say that I wish God did not exist, for my own personal reasons, but it has nothing to do with what I want or like. From my perspective, God simply exists and there is nothing I can do about that so denying it will not change the reality. To me, the concept of God as the Supreme Being makes perfect logical sense, but that is no doubt because I know
why God exists, as revealed by Baha’u’llah.
I'm totally fine accepting my limitations. I'm just an ape with a big brain (in terms of my species, not individually since I'm not that arrogant) on a little planet on the edge of the Milky Way. I'm not intrinsically more important than or wise than an earthworm. I'm not an atheist, though. I believe in many gods, nature spirits and ancestral spirits. The cosmos is crowded with spirits.
I appreciate that you have humility which is a very important quality, but I think that you are more important and wiser than an earthworm, because you have a soul which gives you the capacity to reason and understand your relationship to the rest of creation. Whereas I do not believe in many gods, I do believe that the cosmos is crowded with angels, and they exist both in this material world and in the spiritual world.
Your concept of God just makes zero sense and wouldn't care about any of us by definition in the first place. I have no idea why you've chosen to latch onto the words of that Baha guy, but that's your business. But it's just hearsay and I have no reason to believe any of it. If that Baha guy's god wants me to pay attention to it, then it should reach out to me. It hasn't so I couldn't care less about Baha guy's claims.
I like what I heard on a video that was posted here by a Muslim. There is no compulsion in religion, so everyone does not have to believe. The Qur’an says that God could have made us all one people, meaning He could have made us all believers, but there is a reason God does not do that. God wants us to use our own innate ability to reason and sincerely search for the evidence of His existence. God only wants us to believe by virtue of our own free will choices and that is why God does not reach out to us and draw us near to Him.
I came to believe in Baha’u’llah when I was only 17 years old. That was over four decades ago. I cannot say exactly WHY I was so convinced, that was a long, long time ago. I was not even searching for God; God was the furthest thing from my mind, since I was not raised in a religious home. Thus God was an enigma and I had no emotional connection to God.
As far as I can recall, I believed the claim of Baha’u’llah because I was drawn to the teachings of the Baha’i Faith, since they made sense to me and I could see their value for individuals and society. Thus I had a love relationship with the Baha’i Faith, the idea of the oneness of mankind, universal peace and the brotherhood of man. But I was not connected to God or Baha’u’llah.
Owing to serious personal problems I had to resolve, I fell away from the Baha’i Faith for many decades and I started to hate God. But about six years ago, I decided it was in my best interest to take the Baha’i Faith seriously and make peace with God. This has been a process but I am making some progress. I have done all this work through participation in various forums. They have saved my life. Before I came to forums I was very isolated socially, except for going to work. Now I have connections with various people I have met and I continue to make connections with new people. This has helped me learn and grow spiritually. I do not think that humans can progress in complete isolation.