OK I understand now. I will try to explain my understanding of God better this time.
To me, everything that exists is part of God, either part of his mind or thought, or somehow connected to him.
Because of this, we can only know we exist because of God, because by this definition if God was not here neither would we be.
It then makes sense to me that if God is the reason I am here I want to know what he is doing and if there is something I should be doing.
I then find more comfort in the God of the bible then from any other God in that I feel secure and as if I have found all the answers to my existence.
This is what God is to me. (I think)
I hope that is a better answer, if not let me know.