jasonwill2
Well-Known Member
No offense but you don't really seem to have the first clue what Satanism is about.
Let's not start this Satanism infighting ********. I don't conform to yours, or anyone else's idea of what "Satanism" constitutes. I've been doing this for over a year and just because I don't agree with you doesn't mean I'm not a "Satanist". Let's not start this "true Satanist" crap because quite honestly it's not up for any of you to decide if I am a Satanist or not.
I was a Satanist from the ******* day I was born, it only took me 19 years to figure it out. And over a year later, I can't even see myself anywhere else. My practices are inherently individualistic and are centered on emotional and spiritual growth via divination/revelation, cognitive techniques, and other magic(k)al means that help me over come myself in supernatural as well as natural ways. I rejoice in who and what I am and aim to enjoy every good moment of life while using the bad experiences as a form of self-reflection and opposition to strengthen and teach me. I see a figure I call "Satan" as a being that both pervades the cosmos and what's personality is that of setting up opposing forces against each other so that the ones involved can learn from, and appreciate, the lessons and strength that is brought on by those events. This thing I call "Satan" also accuses me when I fall short of these aims, and continuely challenges me to push my barriers of both thought and emotion to explore those corner of the human mind most don't even want to know about, to face myself and look into my own being and soul and confront what I really am, and what as a human I am capable of for either good or bad. And I'll tell you, I have seen things inside of me that would terrify the average-joe. I also seek my own interests, for this Xeper-like pursuit is part of that, as well as any interests that are beneficial to my own personal interests. This includes things such as the destruction of enemies and looking out for my loved-ones.
If that isn't Satanism, I don't know what is. Just a while ago I was trying to list how many Satanic organizations I knew of off the back of my hand, that are still running in some capacity, and I think I was able to name about 16. I read Satanic literature regularly, and have conversed with many, many other Satanists and have heard their take on it.
If I'm not a Satanist, then I don't know who is.