Who cares what He commanded? What can He do, apart from sending me to Hell? As a loving Christian mother I can think like this: I will abort as many children as possible, because I want all of them to spend eternity with Jesus. I don't want to send them to a war on this fallen world in which they can only lose. I know it is wrong, but I just love my kids too much, and I offer my soul to pay for that.
That would be a sacrifice comparable to what your Jesus did, with the bonus of being a real sacrifice. And not just a mockery of the word "sacrifice", in which victims come back alive and kicking after three days.
And why do you care what I believe? What is relevant is what you believe. You must believe that all those souls go to Heaven, risk free; so what is all this abortion fuss about? You should rejoice at every abortion. You should rejoice that a soul will live forever with Jesus vs. risking that destiny if it lives long enough on this broken world.
Now, back to my metaphysical position, once we have addressed the contradictions in yours. What do I have to lose? Nothing. I will go to Hell, anyway, if Christianity is true. And if it is not, then what you say is irrelevant. That reminds me of that condemned blasphemer in "the life of Brian", who sinfully mentioned the name of Jehovah, who can now freely scream "Jehovah! Jehovah!", lol.
On the other hand, the foetus inside of me can only win, if I destroy it, and Christianity is true.
At the end of the day, the average return is positive. That foetus, if it gets the chance to be born, and it gets old enough to die after 100 years, cannot possibly go to a better place than it will go to with certainty if I terminate it immediately. It will just be required, additionally, to go through a 100 years long minefield of temptations, sins, possible influences from false prophets, and all the risks involved in living in this fallen world. Is it worthy? Why?
A sort of abortion promoting Pascal wager, don't you think?
Ciao
- viole