InChrist
Free4ever
Thanks for elaborating. While I don’t agree with your assessment of the Bible, I can understand it. I was not a believer until age 31 and until that time I held some similar thoughts about the Bible. It was so bizarre, confusing and nonsensical. I don’t remember actually considering it to be evil like you do, though. Then I was saved by Christ. All I can say is that from that moment on when I read that same Bible and verses I tried reading before to no positive avail, it was different; it became understandable and message or points clear. I’m no scholar either, though. Yet, I do like to research and check sources, especially since there are so many twisted false teachings within the church.That would be correct. The Bible, in my view, cannot possibly be anything like a communication from something that I would call a deity. Believers can't bring themselves to see, but the thing is so chock full of contradictions, ambiguity, error -- and sometimes even pure evil -- that such a notion is ludicrous. Also, I have spent some time studying (though I am no scholar by any stretch) how and when the many books of the Bible were written, including the many parallels that disagree with one another. To do this, because I'm not a scholar, I have had to rely on the scholarship of others -- but I have always been careful to check sources.
So the answer is: the Bible isn't God speaking. And I've certainly had no other form of communication from Him -- therefore, God has never communicated with me.
I also started recalling situations in my life where God had very clearly intervened, protected or led me in the past, even communicated in a sense, but I had not noticed or ignored. I think I had occasional thoughts that maybe God is there, but those didn’t last too long.
Anyway, just my experience, not to negate yours at all.