Have you not figured it out yet? I HAVE studied it -- possibly more closely (and certainly more honestly) than most people that I know. And I find it wanting in so many ways, and contradictory in so many ways.
In my view, there is more than one way to read anything, and that is certainly the case for scripture. You can read from the viewpoint of "I'm going to believe everything here," and you will find ways to ignore all contradictions (you'll probably even forget many of them, as if they were not there -- yet they are). Or you can read, as Bart D. Ehrman does, as a scholar. I try to do that (though I am very far away from Ehrman's scholarship, to be sure). I read for understanding, not believing. I look for the themes, and I look to see how those themes are supported -- or perhaps even contradicted. And having read, I conclude that there's really nothing beyond human capacity (and human frailty) in any scripture. Nothing at all. There's good bits -- as there are good, wise or clever humans -- and there are bad bits (for the same reason. And there are contradictions because humans routinely contradict themselves, not to mention that the NT wasn't written by a single human. Heck, even the letters of Paul weren't all written by Paul, but more likely 2 and even 3 or more people. How could they not contradict?
If you can't see the contradictions, I suspect that might have something to do with how you read -- and that wouldn't surprise me at all. But it doesn't impress me at all, either.