Sorry, but that's called "false equivalency". Biden simply does not pull off the antics that Trump does persistently.
Still seems to me you're getting your propaganda from the likes of Fox and/or other right-wing sources. And yes, I do watch Fox once a while, but then I have to take a shower using Fels Naphtha and Brillo right after. Fox was created by Murdoch to basically be a propaganda channel.
As for myself, I'm all over the place to get my news.
I wish we had a better choice, but between Trump and Biden, I could never vote for the former. You said you voted twice for Trump, and that says a lot-- unfortunately, because way too often he speaks and threatens innocent others, tried to overthrow an election, cheated many times on even his own family. How is that in any way compatible with the Gospel?
BTW, I would never tell a person whom they should vote for and, as an independent, I have voted for candidates from both parties, sometimes a 3rd party as a protest vote, and sometimes I leave it blank.