I think you’re the same person with a whole host of alter egos.
It's logically possible, but it seems like a lot of extra work for no benefit.
I think your worldview is very narrow-minded and blinkered.
The blinkering is called critical analysis, it's there by design, and unlike the blinkering illustrated below, it's beneficial. Irrational belief is excluded. And it works very well. I'm happy. My life is sufficient. All I need do from here until the end is maintain the status quo for as long as fate allows.
The narrow-minded part is wrong. You've got that backward. I'm a critical thinker, which teaches and requires open-mindedness. Faith-based thinking, which you probably recommend, is closed-mindedness by definition. Let me illustrate the difference: The moderator in the debate between Ken Ham and Bill Nye on whether creationism is a viable scientific pursuit asked, “What would change your minds?” Scientist Bill Nye answered, “Evidence.” Young Earth Creationist Ken Ham answered, “Nothing. I'm a Christian.” Elsewhere, Ham stated, “By definition, no apparent, perceived or claimed evidence in any field, including history and chronology, can be valid if it contradicts the scriptural record."
The sine qua non of closed mindedness is the refusal to look at evidence. Here are other examples:
"The way in which I know Christianity is true is first and foremost on the basis of the witness of the Holy Spirit in my heart. And this gives me a self-authenticating means of knowing Christianity is true wholly apart from the evidence. And therefore, even if in some historically contingent circumstances the evidence that I have available to me should turn against Christianity, I do not think that this controverts the witness of the Holy Spirit. In such a situation, I should regard that as simply a result of the contingent circumstances that I'm in, and that if I were to pursue this with due diligence and with time, I would discover that the evidence, if in fact I could get the correct picture, would support exactly what the witness of the Holy Spirit tells me. So I think that's very important to get the relationship between faith and reason right..." - William Lane Craig
He's telling you his mind is shut, and he's proud of it. He sees it as a virtue.
Here's another believer telling us his mind is closed for business:
“If somewhere in the Bible I were to find a passage that said 2 + 2 = 5, I wouldn't question what I am reading in the Bible. I would believe it, accept it as true, and do my best to work it out and understand it."- Pastor Peter laRuffa
And another:
“When science and the Bible differ, science has obviously misinterpreted its data. The only Bible-honoring conclusion is, of course, that Genesis 1-11 is actual historical truth, regardless of any scientific or chronological problems thereby entailed.” – creationist Henry Morris