Ok I made this entire post once and when I hit the post key it was gone ?
Here goes gain .
I have been reading a lot of Gnostic books and sites . I like much of what I have read and most of it makes a lot more sense to me than the standard Christian Dogma I was brought up with . However just like the old Gnostics asked questions about what they were being told , I have a question about what I am reading . I am also drawn more to the so called Christian Gnostic branches. I see the mythology involving beings that have human like characteristics and or at least a personality . We have the Gnostic Jesus , Sophia with red hair , angles that look human , even the so called evil half maker has the head of a lion . The story we need to have this inner knowledge , the real message of Jesus sounds good . It goes south for me when the aspect of the after life is spoken about. So the story goes this part of the "real " God which now seems to be a non personal , somthing , like an energy bank, the Plemora has lost some of its sparks . which are trapped on earth in the physical body made by the half maker . If we forget about US, the physical parts etc we will get Gnosis and be rewarded when we die by that spark going home , back to the Plemora WHERE IT SEEMS WE CEASE TO EXIST !!All of a sudden we are not talking about human like beings but some kind of , energy only . Hmmm . Now call me skeptical BUT I could make a case that this Plemora is the REAL evil god just wanting to vampire like , suck all the sparks out of humanity back to it , making it stronger WHILE WE LOOSE US , OUR PERSONALITY GOES POOF , IT GETS ITS LOST SPARKS BACK. Now if the story of the Plemora would have been somthing like , we get to go to another world , just like this one , minus he pain and death , be with loved ones etc it would sound like somthing to strive for. Is anyone REALLY excited to cease to exist but in some energy field as part of some whole ? If I was given a choice to return to earth with all of its faults and good parts and live a life , more lives trying to be better each time OR cease to be ME and give back my life force to some Plemora I OPT OUT OF THAT DEAL . To me it is like I made a robot and accidently it came to life , using some of my force . It has a life where it can break down , needs fixing etc but also has enjoyable times . I want my force back so I convince the robot it is faulty , it needs to realize all thAt counts is that life force and IF I get it to let go of the robot structure , that life force rushes back to me and the robot and its life is GONE, BUT WHO CARES THE PLEMORA IS STRONGER . Sounds lie an evil plot to me . So what do others think , does floating in this plemora sound good . Sounds like a drug induced comma to me . OR is there other Gnostic views on the Plemora more human ? I was talking with a few Christian Gnostic priests on line and BOTH stopped talkiong and refused to reply when I possed this question to them .
Here goes gain .
I have been reading a lot of Gnostic books and sites . I like much of what I have read and most of it makes a lot more sense to me than the standard Christian Dogma I was brought up with . However just like the old Gnostics asked questions about what they were being told , I have a question about what I am reading . I am also drawn more to the so called Christian Gnostic branches. I see the mythology involving beings that have human like characteristics and or at least a personality . We have the Gnostic Jesus , Sophia with red hair , angles that look human , even the so called evil half maker has the head of a lion . The story we need to have this inner knowledge , the real message of Jesus sounds good . It goes south for me when the aspect of the after life is spoken about. So the story goes this part of the "real " God which now seems to be a non personal , somthing , like an energy bank, the Plemora has lost some of its sparks . which are trapped on earth in the physical body made by the half maker . If we forget about US, the physical parts etc we will get Gnosis and be rewarded when we die by that spark going home , back to the Plemora WHERE IT SEEMS WE CEASE TO EXIST !!All of a sudden we are not talking about human like beings but some kind of , energy only . Hmmm . Now call me skeptical BUT I could make a case that this Plemora is the REAL evil god just wanting to vampire like , suck all the sparks out of humanity back to it , making it stronger WHILE WE LOOSE US , OUR PERSONALITY GOES POOF , IT GETS ITS LOST SPARKS BACK. Now if the story of the Plemora would have been somthing like , we get to go to another world , just like this one , minus he pain and death , be with loved ones etc it would sound like somthing to strive for. Is anyone REALLY excited to cease to exist but in some energy field as part of some whole ? If I was given a choice to return to earth with all of its faults and good parts and live a life , more lives trying to be better each time OR cease to be ME and give back my life force to some Plemora I OPT OUT OF THAT DEAL . To me it is like I made a robot and accidently it came to life , using some of my force . It has a life where it can break down , needs fixing etc but also has enjoyable times . I want my force back so I convince the robot it is faulty , it needs to realize all thAt counts is that life force and IF I get it to let go of the robot structure , that life force rushes back to me and the robot and its life is GONE, BUT WHO CARES THE PLEMORA IS STRONGER . Sounds lie an evil plot to me . So what do others think , does floating in this plemora sound good . Sounds like a drug induced comma to me . OR is there other Gnostic views on the Plemora more human ? I was talking with a few Christian Gnostic priests on line and BOTH stopped talkiong and refused to reply when I possed this question to them .