This is my literary my first time on this website and I hope to be in the right place for answers. For starters I was raised to be a catholic, in fact I was a true catholic when I was younger I went years in question of God. I didnt know if I still wanted to believe, or if at all I could again after what had happened to me. For a while I stopped thinking about it but it just kept coming up. So Im pretty much am going through every religion and belief there is until I find the one. Currently I find its easiest to say that I'm agnostic. But hopefully Id like to meet someone going through something similar whos not judgmental and can talk freely...