Hello Saint Frankenstein ! Hope you’re staying well through this pandemic!
Just a few points....
There's a simple explanation for that - it's because Christ has two natures - Divine and human. He is humanity's High Priest and part of His mission was to be an example to humanity. During His ministry on earth, He came here to teach and to die and be resurrected. The Son's role is not the same as the Father's, and the Son most certainly seeks to please the Father and do His will. However, He did make statements pointing to Him being God such as "before Abraham was, I AM" which almost got Him stoned has His Jewish audience recognized right away what He was saying, and also Thomas proclaiming Him "my Lord and my God!" after touching His wounds.
Also, why wouldn't Jesus pray to commune with His Father? After all, they're not the same Persons.
First of all, a comment from a respected trinitarian, himself:
Roman Catholic scholar John L. McKenzie, S.J., in his Dictionary of the Bible, says: “The trinity of persons within the unity of nature is defined in terms of ‘person’ and
‘nature’ which are G[ree]k philosophical terms; actually the terms do not appear in the Bible. The trinitarian definitions arose as the result of long controversies in which
these terms and others such as ‘essence’ and ‘substance’ were erroneously applied to God by some theologians.”—(New York, 1965), p. 899
Jesus was divine for sure, but that only means “
from or
of God”.... so are the angels, and this Earth, etc.
Does how John 8:58 is usually translated, make any sense? “Before Abraham was born, (I’m) God”? They were going to “throw stones” at him, because he just said he was over 1800 years old! They weren’t even thinking he was saying that he was God.
You know how we know? Because at Jesus’ trial in the Sanhedrin, recorded in all 4 gospels,
not one person - not even the false witnesses they had there - ever accused him of saying he was God! Not one!
Such a teaching, that ‘the Jews knew what Jesus meant’, is shown a lie by using the Bible’s own context.
Don’t believe the lies that some people may try to feed you. These same ones, teach Hellfire, too. You don’t believe
that, do you.
If you believe that the Devil is a real entity, as he is revealed in Scripture— and the Bible states @ Revelation 12:9, he is “deceiving the whole world”, it’s temporarily under his control (1 John 5:19) - we should expect that what is Christian truth would get attacked (more than other religions) & suffer corruption.
So, don’t get too disheartened in your searching for God.
In fact, I sort of always viewed the 33,000 different sects claiming to follow Christ, as affirmation that Christ’s original teachings
were truth! Just under all-out attack, as is its sourcebook, the Bible.
Take care, my cousin.