It's your patronizing. I was reading books about Buddhism when you were ten. I was, and still am, much impressed with it's philosophy/psychology. As such, it is, I think, the best the world has to offer and I was very nearly taken in by it. However, I found it lacking the full "flavor" of truth I was looking for. On the other hand, I found Western concepts of God, for the most part, pathetically primitive relative to the level of human knowledge of the material universe.
I reject all of it. The journey I'm on is between me and All that Is, in whom I live, move, and have my being.