Slayer,
I've been on pretty much every psych med known to man and few have worked, which is why I'm deemed treatment-resistant. My psychiatrist is a good man, but I had to wade through a bunch of hacks to find him.
A good psych will not put you on any more meds than you absolutely need, and he will not argue with you about what you think is best for your body. Your therapist saying that she knows what's best for you when you don't feel right about it is a big sign that you should leave her.
I, too, am at risk for diabetes, so my man put me on Metformin twice a day. I've been taking it for many years as a prophylactic against developing diabetes. So far, so good.
No sign of tardive, so I'm good to go there too.
Do what's right for you, but don't be afraid to take what you need for stability. I hated Risperdal because it made me fat, but it worked. Then my guy switched me to Seroquel so I could try to lose some weight.
It is a wonderful AP. I'm doing much better on it. I haven't dropped the weight, but my attitude about being fat has improved!
Don't know if this will help you, but I hope it eases your mind some.
PM me any time if you want to talk privately. We're all in this together.
RRex
Thanks, RRex. I do have to note that one of my primary concerns is that I became 21 just two weeks ago, and I'm not ready to put myself at risk of all of these serious side effects this early in my life, especially since every psychiatrist (I'm not calling them "therapists" now because I was mistakenly using the two terms interchangeably) I have seen has never told me when I was supposed to be taken off the meds, except the last one who prescribed three antipsychotics and said I would indefinitely have an injection every two weeks after tapering off them. So even she said that this stuff would be in my body for no one knows how long.
I'm glad Seroquel has worked for you. I don't doubt that this class of meds (atypical antipsychotics) work for some people. I'm really conflicted and worried about taking them right now, however. I may consider them again if and only if all other options fail.