Well that's just what you have to learn, friend.
No. The problem here is that you're not
actually worshiping Odin. You've taken a Christian understanding of him, ignored
everything in the lore and myths except what is most agreeable to you (and then dismissed lore and myth as "just stories"), and are thus trying to pretend that the weave of the universe is all good things. Yet wherefore comes evil, then?
Odin has incredible honor
No he doesn't. One of his names is Bölverkr - "baleful-worker". It literally is used when he creates strife. Another is Glapsviðr - "swift to deceive". There are tales of him using a woman, seducing her to get at her father's mead. Before that, he slew her father's servants with a clever bit of deception. He also slew Thjazi, Skadi's father. He also had numerous relations with various Gods and Jotnar, who were
not his lady wife, Frigga. He also betrayed Fenrir out of fear, locking the wolf beneath the world and making an enemy of him.
I am curious just what "incredible honor" you
think Odin possesses?
Everyone that has mind, intelligence and spirit will evolve into a good person.
Unless they use those skills to deceive others and exploit them.
Love is the strongest power in the universe,
Love blinds as much as it liberates; of which Odin definitely knew, and told us so in the Hávamál.
And consider his son Baldur
You do know that not much is known of the Summer-God Baldr
at all, and most just tend to make him into a "viking christ" type god, which is horribly dishonest to both his myths and the culture of the Norse?