So you kinda had a messed up life before becoming a Christian?
LGBTQs do not have "special rights".
Christians have worked very hard to deny same-sex couples the ability to marry, the ability to visit their partners in hospitals, protection against being fired for being LGBTQ, protection against being denied housing, protection against being denied home loans, protection against being denied public services, and a host of other things most of the rest of us take for granted.
That's hate.
Your posts in this thread make your denialism quite clear.