doppelgänger;1108924 said:
Your experiences seem to me to be considerably less symbolically bounded than those that are triggered in the context of a traditional religious gloss or reality window.
Brendan, please allow me to address that statement in more detail now.
In common usage, the word "mystical" covers any number of different experiences. Yet, as you can see, I have in this thread singled out one -- and only one -- of those many different experiences to focus on. The mystical experience I refer to in this thread is strictly the experience which occurs when subject/object perception abruptly ends while the continuum of experiencing remains.
If I might digress for a moment: Why
that experience and not all the others? Because so far as I've been able to reasonably guess, it is
that peculiar experience which at times leads to enlightenment. And, of the many other experiences, some actually seem to be hindrances to enlightenment, and still others I cannot make a reasonable guess about.
Now to return, let me suggest that accompanying the end to subject/object perception is an end to conscious awareness. One hallmark of conscious awareness is that pesky perception of a divide between subject and object. So, when that perception ceases, so does anything I am willing to call "conscious awareness". That's to say, an awareness remains, but it is no longer conscious awareness.
Naturally, all sorts of strange things happen then. The self disappears -- or at least what we normally think of as the self disappears. Conscious memory ceases -- for there is no consciousness. "God" or whatever other petty name you want to call it appears -- for there is Oneness. And, so on and so forth.
Now, at some point, the perception of a subject/object divide kicks in again, albeit weakly at first --
and that's when the real fun begins. For that's when we first notice that something has happened. The experience at this point is over and done with. All that remains is its aftertaste. (But what an aftertaste!) It is, so far as I know, this aftertaste -- and not the actual experience itself -- that most of us routinely think of as the mystical experience.
It is now that we begin interpreting the experience -- or more likely the aftertaste. Of course, it can be extraordinarily difficult to make any sense at all of it. And when we do try to make sense of it, we inevitably interpret it in whatever symbols are familiar to us. Hence, someone from China might think, "I am experiencing the Tao", while someone from Spain might think, "I am experiencing God", and a third person, with yet another symbol set to draw on, might think, "I am experiencing Unconditional Love."
As you've certainly realized by now, Brendan, I am grossly simplifying all of this for the sake of discussion. So let me simplify it a step further to drive the matter home. There are two paths people can go by at this point: The first path is to more or less immediately interpret their experience into whatever collection of symbols they can find or come up with. The second path is to refuse to interpret their experience for as long as possible.
Of those two paths, the first seems to lead to our becoming "symbolically bounded" much more often than the second.
Not just a little, not just some, but the overwhelming weight of evidence from around the world points to the simple fact the mystical experience itself is beyond all conscious comprehension. Hence, it cannot be adequately symbolized. It cannot be adequately described. And any explanation of it it, including any explanation I've offered, is -- even on a good day -- at least as false as it is true, and as useless as it is useful. So, it is somewhat ironic that anyone should adopt or create a ridged dogma in response to it. But many people do. And perhaps that seeming paradox can be understood as an attempt of the self that is conditional on conscious awareness to reassert itself. That self is also known as the ego, and so in some significant sense, an attempt to adopt or create a ridged dogma in response to the mystical experience is an attempt to strengthen or aggrandize the ego.
I hope from the crude map I've sketched for you here you might take a useful bearing or two. By the way, I am grateful to you for the work you've done on mystical imprinting and how that can lead to someone becoming symbolically bound following a mystical experience.