Do you believe in any type of god Yazata?
Not really. I stated my own personal position in my last post. My intellectual trajectory through life, as I thought about the philosophy of religion, has been from strong-atheism towards agnosticism.
In a way, my trajectory isn't unlike that of
Anthony Flew. He was once the doyen of intellectual atheists, the atheist's atheist. I was strongly influenced by Flew in my younger years. In 1976 he originally proposed the new 'lack of belief' definition of atheism that Sheldon is so passionate about, in his book
The Presumption of Atheism. That new definition didn't catch on in wider usage for maybe 25 years after that, around 2000 I guess, more or less.
But Flew was meanwhile becoming very controversial among his erstwhile atheist followers when he publicly emerged from the closet in his later years as what he called a "Deist".
Antony Flew - Wikipedia
My own path has followed Flew somewhat, but not entirely. Unlike most of our RF atheists I'd wager, I take the traditional "theistic proofs" very seriously. Where I differ from the theists is that I don't see them as "proving" the existence of a theistic god. Instead, what they seem to me to do is point towards fundamental unsolved metaphysical questions. Why is there something rather than nothing? What explains the order that we perceive in reality? What explains mathematics, logic and the laws of physics?
So I'm inclined to think that something very profound is happening all around me, and in me since I'm part of it, and I have no idea what it is or even how to begin explaining it. But, I most emphatically don't think of it as a cosmic person who communicates through the pages of religious scriptures. Nor am I sure why I should worship it. (That's what motivated my question about what divinity is and how humans should recognize it.)
If you do not believe in any type of god, then why is this? If I describe a god to you, why do you not just say "Wow, I had no idea!" and then immediately begin worshipping?
No. But I'm not the one who pretends to be without beliefs. I have lots of beliefs. For one, I believe that all of the personalized deities of traditional theistic lore probably don't exist. Why? Because I can't believe that the ultimate ontological principle of reality itself would behave like that. I am more interested in the impersonal concepts of Hindu Brahman or the Neoplatonic One. The cosmic Source that arguably lies beyond all human knowldge and conceptualization. That better accords with my own metaphysical intuitions. But obviously I can't be said to
know any of that. They are just ideas that I kind of like and feel some affinity for. But I wouldn't go so far as to assert that they are true.