Why would I need any sort of excuse? What's the reason to think that seeking god within is even possible, let alone worth doing? Why would it have to be humans that would have to seek a real god it it existed? If it had an important message for us and it was remotely just and fair, why wouldn't it make itself known clearly and unambiguously?
Life is
designed for us to find "truth, beauty and goodness" through living experience. Experience is the thing of supreme value in training.
* Proof of God comes through
experiencing God. (If you really desire to find the Loving Father then you will need to do that work yourself rather than demanding second hand reports from those who have.)
Even embarking on a secular education does involve some degree of "faith" that its necessary in life going forward. Or did we sit in kindergarten, arms crossed screaming "prove to me that any of this education régime makes any sense FIRST before I agree to go through with it!"
* The
reason is if you want to continue on into the search for all truth and life eternal, then you will need to cooperate. If you don't want that its your choice.
* Human things must first be known in order to be loved. Divine things must be loved in order to be known.
* Judas proved that "unambiguous" proof still isn't enough.
***If you are sincere and really want to find a descent explanation then I recommend the Urantia Book. Its not a religion but it does claim to be a revelation. No membership dues, no preachers, no church, read alone, by yourself.