Now honestly if you think about this hard enough, something about the fact that you came to be at all will strike you as bizarre.
Perhaps. But isn't that ultimately little more than evidence of how predisposed we are to project purpose and cause into things?
You know not what occurred before you became, nor do you know how this occurred, why, or ultimately where you are going.
Oh, I have a fairly good idea of where I am going. I do ignore quite a lot of things, but that is to be expected.
However, you can now definitively say that you are, you have become the singularity, your individual telos has found residence in the flesh of an animal.
"Singurality" is too strong a word, IMO. When push comes to shove we are all quite... fragile might be a good word.
Here you sit, reading this, converting light and color, shape and sound, sending a will to magically type your response. Fingertips and hands, to you alone they are enslaved. Your attention if divided can be trained into submission. You read this and wonder immediately what you can say to ameliorate the sudden existential discord, the fact that the curtain can be pulled on your certainty.
I must say, that is a very poor, inaccurate description of my existential life.
So how did you come to be? Was it karma, the negative and positive energies of your soul swirling in the firmament to reside in a host, was it a slighted god, molding you like craft-work.
I very much doubt it was either. I don't believe in atmans or souls either.
Was it a random conflux of hidden energies that happened with a probability never to be repeated, a quarky buildup of matter so random it would take a trillion dice?
That is quite some mistification, but let me point out that reality is largely chaotic, yet chaos is somewhat self-organizing by nature.
Most of reality is "so random (that) it would take a trillion dice (to model its events)". That just means that reality is "large", not that it is "unlikely".
Who's to say you will not immediately occur again when a new pilot is required for some random new brain in the universe.
Actually, I do.
For one thing, "I" am defined largely by my experiences, so true reincarnation (or "quantum cloning", if that is what you mean) is by definition impossible.
For another, there is no pilot, and there is no requirement either.
You seem to have a very hard time understanding an atheist's mindset.
Most likely that is what will happen. Once you land in an immortal coil as opposed to a mortal one, you might not have to keep reincarnating. Though I would argue at this stage that you are clearly constantly incarnating. You can say with certainty that you most likely had a long string of failures to find an immortal host, or if you ever could not age, you must have accidentally died.
I'm pretty sure I could never agree to this, but this is a particularly bizarre scenario you are describing. It does not seem to be a very exact match to the usual claims. Truly, I don't understand what you mean.
The only way you could stop coming to be is if there was never again a seat to be filled. You clearly were not in the very beginning, or most likely were not, but no vacant seat is left open when they are built. If there were a trillion situations where consciousness could reside and over time that was subtracted to nine hundred ninety-nine billion nine hundred ninety-nine million nine hundred ninety-nine thousand nine hundred ninety-nine, perhaps one less soul that kept recycling could exist, or their incarnation would be put on hold.
This I can make no sense of, and I don't really see a reason to try.
Of course no time would pass for the soul once it is waiting. And to finish, I myself am a atheist/agnostic, but I know this cannot be the first time I was, or is it likely it will be the last time I will be.
You may think of yourself as an atheist or agnostic, but you are very much not an skeptic - and I don't think you are really an atheist or agnostic either. At this point I am more interested in finding out why you would say that you are than in any of the other questions you are hinting at.