Okay, thanks for clarifying that. I think I got it now. If God exists, you would like God to provide verifiable evidence of His existence because if there is a God you would want to know that God exists, even if it is not a God you would approve of or like.
So, from what you are saying, if the God of the Christian Bible exists, you don't think you are off the hook for not believing in Him even though you find it absurd that such a God would punish you for not believing in Him.
So you are taking a pretty big gamble if that God indeed exists, don't you think? You must be fairly certain that this God does not exist.
I think that the God of the Bible exists but not as portrayed by Christians, and I do not think this God punishes people for not believing in Him. Rather, we simply miss out on the rewards we could have had if we had believed in Him.
What happens after we die is unknown. Personally, I do not think there is any scriptural evidence which indicates that atheists go to hell, but there is evidence that indicates that evil people go to hell, although hell is not a geographical location, it is a state of the soul. Judging by the following quote, it could be that God was more into punishment in the Bible days but God has now lightened up. God can do that because God has all power.
Abdu'l-Baha considered those nonbelievers who had good deeds and morals far preferable to those of His followers who claimed to believe in words but whose actions did not follow. Rather, they followed their own selfish desires, which is what is meant by a follower of satan.
"This cycle is the cycle of favor and not of justice. Therefore, those whose deeds are clean and pure, even though they are not believers, will not be deprived of the divine mercy; but perfection is in faith and deeds. Undoubtedly, a person, who is not a believer, but whose deeds and morals are good, is far better than one who claims his belief in words but, who, in actions, is a follower of satan. The Blessed Beauty says, 'My humiliation is not in my imprisonment, which, by my life, is an exaltation to me; nay rather, it is in the deeds of my friends, who attribute themselves to us and commit that which causes my heart and pen to weep!'"
(Attributed to
'Abdu'l-Bahá,
Star of the West, vol. 9, issue 3, p.
29)