Can we be said to have the ability to chose that which we wish to choose if we didn't chose who we are? That's the point I was trying to make. We can make choices which we may or may not be able to act upon, but the person who is making those choices is the product of forces outside their control - i.e. genes, environment, circumstance. It's that old chestnut - if we knew absolutely everything there is to know about someone (which, given the interconnectedness of things would mean knowing everything there is to know about the whole universe) could we predict every choice they would make before they made it? I believe in determinism but of a kind so infinitely complex and finely wrought as to be unpredictable most of the time. It is not that we don't have the ability to chose, but the chooser's nature has been determined by the chaotic system of which they are a manifestation. So, in a sense, the chooser's choices have been made by the system which gave rise to the chooser.
Mercy, I will give you a famous quote from a General Armistead after his soldiers literally annihilated an attack by General Burnside in the civil war. He said "Their devotion is worthy of a better cause". It was made even more profound by his equally as devastating attack he made at Gettysburg a year later which was even bigger and the losses even greater.
As much effort as you are willing to invest you ought to let me give you some scholars in a field of your choosing to investigate the bible through. If you sincerely put the amount of effort into studying the bible as you do in discussing other things you could at least be fairly certain your conclusions would be satisfactory. Also, I have to delete much of what you say that I respond or there is little room left for that reply. Every character you use takes one out of the 12,000 left for me. I am given to Anyway let's get to your post.
I agree in principle but want to clarify a bit. While it is certainly the case that we are influenced by external or internal forces it is the case that we still freely choose things. For example threatening my life can certainly influence me but I can never the less choose to die. To investigate this in depth we need to consider each case in turn.
As far as determinism goes I was very surprised to find that after over a year of failure I eventually hit upon an argument which proves to a certainty that free will exists and therefor determinism does not determine everything. I can supply that argument if requested.
So where does freedom lie? I've been thinking about the concepts "slave to sin" and "will of God". If we just act on our impulses then we are the slave of those impulses. But the idea of "doing the will of God" sounds like surrendering our freedom in another way - just obeying orders. This is different from slavery, because the slave has no choice. I can see how the concept of free will is important here. If God wanted us to do his will then why did he give us the freedom not to? Because then we would be robots and the human world would be as meaningless as a wind-up toy.
Being a slave to sin does not imply that we cannot choose not to sin. It means that without help we will always be overcome by some sinful desire or another. An analogy is that while every actual slave is strongly compelled to never rebel, they never the less could have rebelled at any point. It means that almost all slaves will be compelled to remain a slave, however none of them had to.
Here is how I see it. We can go around trying to serve our own ends, driven by our pride or our lusts or our ambitions. We have our ego which wills things for us. I think a lot of this tends to be driven by the idea that we need to prove something about ourselves. We doubt our worth so we want to "prove" we are worthy by being smarter than the next person, or richer than the next person or more charitable than the next person, or having more sex or being more famous. Some things we do simply for themselves and others so we can say "look at me, ain't I great?" So to the extent that we are driven by ego or selfish desires, we surrender our spiritual freedom to those ends. We may have freedom to do these things, but we are like horses being ridden by those impulses. The impulses hold the reins and direct our behavior.
The bible describes our sinfulness more adequately and completely than we can do so without God. The bible says that our flesh and our undegenerated hearts desire things that God considers wicked, it states that only once our hearts and minds are spiritually renewed is the case where on average out spirits can overcome our flesh. A famous verse about this states that the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. Again let me point out we can not even begin to resolve this many issues. Only once you pick one or two and we concentrate on them can I sufficiently resolve anything. Right now the best I can do is briefly comment on some of the issues you mention. I prefer to debate less subjects, but much more in depth.
So what is the alternative?
This one is easy, the alternative is Christ. The following points briefly summarize Christianity.
1. If God is to be God then he must demand perfection. Also, the only criteria that make sense are that a perfect God cannot settle for anything less than perfection and that for imperfect creatures to be redeemed depends entirely on grace.
2. So no one other than Christ is perfect yet God requires perfection.
3. So creatures as imperfect as we are completely dependent of God to supply the remedy.
4. God paid the entire price to provide that redemption.
5. God allowed himself to die in our place by our killing his perfect and divine son.
6. This is another issue that makes Christianity different from other faiths.
7. His allowing his perfect son to take the just punishment our imperfect records deserve is called substitutionary atonement.
8. Substitutionary atonement means Christ's perfect record is accredited to our own lives when we accept his sacrifice and we inherent the reward he received by being morally perfect before God, where as the punishment for our imperfection was placed on Christ which he willingly paid for on the cross.
9. That means that since Christ willingly suffered the full penalty for my sins I am declared perfect before God so that I may enjoy what Christ himself earned.
10. Also since the Holy Spirit comes to live inside every Christian believer the moment he accepts Christ's sacrifice and he is born again, that means that after that point we have divine help in overcoming out sinful flesh but the fact we all fall short of perfection will not matter since it is Christ's righteous that he provided when he died to all those that believe that I will be judged on. Those who do not accept Christ's sacrifice will be judged on their imperfect record but not Christians.
Now that was overly brief but even if Christianity that is the most complete, sufficient, and comprehensive plan for salvation ever put forth by anyone at anytime. I do not care what aspect it is that a person tries to attack, I can show that any complaint will utterly fail to identify a fault in that model of salvation.
1. Honest - We don't try to gain an advantage through deceit and we are willing to be vulnerable by exposing our weaknesses. We meet on the common ground of truth and our self-exposure makes it easier for others to follow suit.
You could take the most honest mortal who ever lived and his life will be full of sin.
2. Open - We don't feel the need to protect ourselves and we pay close attention to what others communicate.
3. Spontaneous - We are constantly being changed by what is communicated to us and responding in the moment.
4. Generous - Our default mode is to give when asked for something unless there is some good reason not to.
You can find the least flawed mortal in human history and his life will fall short of any logical standard a perfect God could demand. We had better stop kidding ourselves, and admit to all our present or past failures before it is too late.
To me this is where doing the will of "God" comes in and why it is freedom. "God" is the larger whole we open up into through love.
Not even the prophets and apostles thought their records merited salvation on their own. Paul (the greatest apostle IMO) said that he was the chief of sinners. Debating the relative goodness of any specific person will never make up for the sins of that person.
I don't think I ever said we should "indulge our whims and fleshly appetites". I was talking about unconditionally accepting our thoughts, emotions and erotic sensations. I'm not talking about acting on them. I think someone can live a less dissolute and wasteful life by doing this. If we fight against thoughts, emotions or erotic sensations, that takes energy which could be more productively used in work, study, helping others or other creative activity.
The moment you stop trying to kill off the impure thoughts you have is the moment you start feeding them.
Christ said you have heard it was wrong to physically commit adultery, but I come to tell you that if any man looks at a women with lust has committed adultery in his heart. God knows every mistake you committed or thought of and even one disqualifies you from meeting God's standard. Either we accept God's sacrifice of his perfect son for our sins, or there is no hope.
Keep in mind that you saying you do not like God's standards or his provision is not an argument. I did not believe in Christianity because I liked it, but because I believe it is true.
The central dilemma which sowed the seed of this approach for me was a thought. As a teenager, while recovering from the flu, I found myself in a bout of depression. My sister visited us with her new born baby. One day I pictured myself picking up my baby niece and dashing her to her death on the floor. In my imagination my family looked to me and asked me what was wrong.
we all have thoughts so vile that we would be loathe to make them public. Again the Bible more than any other world view accounts for these things all of us think and that many of us carry out in a brutally honest accounting. It alone gives a comprehensive foundation, description, and remedy for these things most of us are lucky if we even admit to ourselves.
You have an advantage. You are right to admit you and others have these terrible thoughts and actions on their record. You are right to wonder if you are evil, because we all are. The only thing left is for you to recognize that only the bible fully accounts for those horrific things, and only it contains a sufficient remedy for them.
That was my key example of a situation where unconditional acceptance of a thought would have been the way to go. Did this have a universal applicability? I would come to believe that it did.
Well, you have things out of order a bit. You are right in many cases, you just have scrambled up everything.
1. We all fail and we all do so utterly.
2. If we are honest we can see that no one ever fully overcomes our frailties. So if God who is perfect and demands perfection (and I can not see how that couldn't be the case) judges us, even the best among us will be condemned.
3. So trade in your own imperfect record for Christ's perfect record, then and only then when you have plugged into God can you have any hope of overcoming your failures.
4. To try and fix your failures before you plug into Christ is to tell God you are perfect and have no need of his provision which is to lie to him as well as your self.
I am not trying to preach here but the issues you bring up require that type of a response.