God wanted me to experience desire.
That
does make sense, because what cannot be grasped through empathy, shall instead need to be learnt through experience.
I too was unable to learn from others’ experiences and the wisdoms that they had already acquired through them. I had to follow my own will and fulfil my worldly desires in order to understand that they had never mattered in the first place. Only then, could I willingly do away with what I had and free myself from the chains that I had created.
But this is not the case for everyone. Through life, I have come across many (especially from the younger generations) blessed with a higher sense of empathy, which allows them to
not have to go through all their wants and desires before understanding their lack of real value. They are able to observe where things take others and tap into what those predicaments really are like to those people. I find this incredibly moving and wished that I too had had their sensibility - it would have saved me much hardship, disappointment and suffering.
Yet, it is as it should be: We all sail the same storm in very different boats and each have a unique way of getting through what is.
Humbly,
Hermit