You are from Ca., me too. My grandparents had a farm that would be in the LA city limits today. I went to school and college there spent my entire career there, and got out 23 years ago as it became a dump.
Ah, I see. I'm up in Northern California. Less crowded than the LA scene.
Witness statements, no matter how old, are evidence. At issue is the value of them. As a career 25 year law enforcement officer and criminal investigator, I have had significant experience in evaluating witness statements. There is much about the Gospels that compare favorably with truthful statements. I accept them as true.
As someone with professional experience evaluating witness statements, I imagine you are familiar with how unreliable they can be. Witness testimony is notoriously inaccurate, as has been demonstrated repeatedly in the scientific literature on the subject. Even when we are genuinely trying to remember a past event to the best of our ability, we invent details that never happened, we omit details that did happen, and we alter existing details.
I am reasonably confident that if you met a person in your professional capacity who told you they had come back to life after being dead for a day and a half, you would be highly skeptical and would demand more evidence than their say-so. Similarly if they claimed they had magically healed blindness with spit mud, or magically healed leprosy, or walked on water, or magically multiplied food to feed thousands of people, or had been conceived supernaturally without their mom having sex. I dare say if you met a person who claimed all those things about themselves, you would probably be quite worried about them and would not take their testimony very seriously. Yet Christians expect non-Christians to take seriously texts that claims all these things about Jesus. Texts that were written decades after the alleged events, don't concur on a myriad of details, and again, contain completely implausible things that we have no evidence have ever happened.
You believe the events described are impossible. Based upon your personal experience and what you have been told they are, to you, and many millions.
Not just based on my personal experience. Based on our empirical understanding of how the world works. Could that understanding be wrong? Of course. But the time to believe something is when sufficient evidence has been presented, not just on the chance that it might be true despite a lack of sufficient evidence.
Many, many millions, perhaps you too, believe that life began from a mixture of non living chemicals (abiogenesis), an impossible proposition that isn´t happening now and has never been observed. There were no witnesses to describe it.
How did you determine abiogenesis is impossible?
What I believe is that first of all, I exist. So I got here somehow. Thus far, every useful, demonstrable explanation for how stuff works in this world I live in has been through natural observation and explanation. Supernatural explanations have consistently failed to explain how the world works as we gain more and more information about it. Generally, supernatural explanations are posited as ways to fill the gaps in our lack of knowledge. Oh, we don't know how x could have happened? Must have been God. And so on.
Given all that, I am fairly confident that when we discover the exact mechanism through which life began on Earth, it will be through some sort of natural process, just like every other useful, demonstrable explanation we have ever discovered. God is simply not useful to explain it other than as a fill-in for our ignorance.
I find it much easier to accept that Christ arose from the grave, than to believe unknown chemicals in an unknown environment combined in an unknown way and bingo, a living organism popped into life, but thatś just me.
I appreciate your honesty. For me personally, I would rather admit that I don't know how something occurred than posit a God to fill in my ignorance that I don't have good reason to believe exists. Much less believe that a particular miracle by a particular God actually occurred.