Willamena said:
Fascinating. If you believe you are not in control, and (presumably) that the universe is, do you attribute all you believe to this other control? Conversely, if you believe you have no freedom, do you have the freedom to believe?
I do not think I have any freedom at all because I don't think that both my freedom and my control of my actions can be coherently asserted. To explain in more detail:
What causes my choices?
If the answer is "nothing" then I am completely spontaneous and so I do not appear to have any control. I am completely free but am not really choosing any more than a dice chooses.
If the answer is "something" then I am completely controlled by this external influence and so my choice is predetermined before I have made it. There is no sense in which my choice is free.
If the answer is "a mixture" then I have a limited amount of freedom but this does not provide me with any control.
I am not entirely certain who or what is in control. Is a dice in control of what side it lands on? If not, then what is in control? The universe? It seems strange to say that the universe is in control of the dice. It is certainly not in control in the sense implied by "free will".
I do not believe I have the freedom to believe. However, I do believe that belief is mutable and that through processes such as brain training or gaining new concepts, I can change my beliefs but my decision to do so is not really me decision but predetermined by what has come before.
I live my life as if I did have free will because I find the belief in free will to be incorrigible. If a car is coming towards you, you will jump out of the way regardless of whether you think the car is real. I will jump out of the way regardless of whether I think my decision to do so is real.
In one sense, I guess, I do surrender myself to the universe. I believe strongly in the idea and power of inevitability. I feel that whatever will come, is going to come but my very presence in the world allows me to act in order to change this outcome to cohere more with what I want. Of course, this is inevitable and no real change is occurring. However, my existence is what is meaningful since my actions all follow, inevitably, on from that.
Willamena said:
Edit note on edit note: No, you're not deluded.
ooo I don't know. I reckon delusion might fit the bill. I reckon if you believe something, realise that the belief is wrong and yet are unable to give that belief up then that might qualify as a delusion. Perhaps delusion should be reserved for the person who is unaware that they are wrong but I think this comes fairly close.