I have grown up in a Mormon's family. I knew nothing else. I thought that this was the church of God. I deceived myself and also other people. Then I was excommunicated because of the trans-sexuality, and to me was said that I could never be again a member of the church; except, I would cancel all surgical and hormonal steps. To the Mormons I couldn't return. I visited Christian churches. But I felt not accepted there. If I had luck, I was only ignored, but mostly I was attacked verbally. I should be "cured" of the transsexualism by Bible and prayer. Licks me in the ***, folks, I thought, and went.
Then I received from a friendly pastor the order to write two articles about the Mormons for his magazine. For it I had to go in the city library to investigate. I searched a book about the temple rituals of the Mormons. I didn't find this, because as I got to know later, a Mormon had stolen the book and had destroyed it by burning. However, for it I found another book about the feminist theology. And later then books about magic and Wicca. When I read the books, and tried simple rituals, I had the feeling to have come at home.
I am far removed to see my religion (Wicca in the dianic tradition) as an "only true" religion. For me it is my way to bring near me to the (divine) energy. All monotheistic religions claim to be the only way. Maybe I prefer, therefore, another way?