Ouch! You are angry one, Let see Free Will, that is something that we believer have resigned, we used it choose God and from that point forward it is His will, not our. To what argument are you referring to? In a breath you say that that God take away free will from some, God gave free will to all rational being so that they can choose what is good, God is supremely good, thus not chosen Him condemn some to eternal separation from the supremely good God and that is the ultimate torture as they have no excuses or way back, they get what they freely chose, anyway there are religions that believe that God will at some point in time bring you to His kingdom that the separation is temporal, I find this beautiful and seductive, but because there are no scriptural baking for their theories I believe that is a destructive doctrine that will encourage many to live whatever life style they see fit, be it moral or immoral. They dont believe in free Will but call themselves Christian.
You say that you prefer to wonder and search all by your little self, thats your free choice and you will remain a wondering reprobate til God in His mercy gives you the assistance you need to discern spiritual matters, it is really up to you. I have no problems with the existence of atheists and dont feel compel to prove that God exist to then because I believe that if God has not reveal Himself to them is because he does not want they in His family/the kingdom.
You say that people wonder why God doesnt go away, what idiot hah! When you know He doesnt exist, right? Surely you dont count yourself among such idiot. Right?
Are you saying that slavery in the form that it took in the US past history is the creation of Christianity? Your hopes are ridiculous, humans as rational being that they are have always been religious, it is only irrational brutes that dont ask the eternal question, why am I here?