If you really believe that all the beliefs of Christendom for the last two thousand years are the result of an ongoing, consecutive and never ending hallucination from one generation to the next and that there is no rational thought that has ever entered into it for that two thousand years, then certainly there is nowhere to go from here.
I'm sorry you do not understand the credible path of history that led to the religion.
It was not about miracles, It is sad that you think your religion is based on miracles.
Jesus was martyred after his death, and Hellenist found the martyrdom and mythology and theology that surrounded these events as important enough to document what the heard when the need came up.
Have you ever wondered why not one person even cared to write a single word about Jesus while he was alive ?
He was just a traveling teacher who took over Johns movement when John died. John was famous, not Jesus. But John was not martyred in front of half a million people at Passover the way Jesus was.