Hi Thrillobyte. Good evening. You are wrong. Yahweh was not a minor Canaanite mighty one. Yahweh is the name of the Elohim of Israel, and going back further than than that the Mighty One of Adam and Eve and all those down through history who adhered to his Laws. You may have chosen to go full atheist. That suggests to me that you were partially on your way there before that. If that's the case, it may be that you didn't have an answer to your prayers because you were double-minded (Jacob / James 1:6-8). In my mind, anyone who is true to themselves with the doctrines of the Bible will find themselves in the Assemblies of Yahweh. The reason we know Yahshua the Messiah existed is because of the fact that he fulfils the prophesies regarding him in the Hebrew Scriptures of a suffering Messiah that would come before a reigning Messiah. We all have to suffer before we are allowed entrance in to the Kingdom. Yahweh's son was no exception. We all have to be humbled, before we receive honour, we read in the Proverbs.
I agree that the world is a cruel and unjust place, but you don't seem to ask yourself why. It's because Yahweh's Word has been rejected. You call us an "accident", but intelligence doesn't come about by accident. If you heard a symphony, would you assume that it was created by accident, or that someone composed it intelligently? Why then should you call us a "tremendously complex accident". It's an insult to Yahweh when you call His planned creation an accident. It doesn't even make sense.
If life evolved in outer space as easily as some people believe, many extraterrestrial “civilizations” should exist, especially on planets around stars that evolutionists claim are older than our Sun. Some civilizations should even be technologically superior to ours, would have recognized that earth has abundant life, and would have tried to reach us. Any superior civilization within our galaxy would probably have already explored our solar system, at least with robots. Because we have no verifiable evidence of any of this, intelligent extraterrestrial life probably does not exist, certainly within our Milky Way Galaxy. Almost all stories of unidentified flying objects (UFOs) have since been traced to natural or manmade causes. Even if technically advanced flying objects exist, they may have a terrestrial, not extraterrestrial, origin. The United States, for example, developed and flew the superfast SR-71 aircraft and its prototype several years before most senior military officers in the United States knew such technology was possible. Evidence that UFOs are from extraterrestrial civilizations, although not disproved, has not been verified and usually relies on the truthfulness, rationality, and accuracy of a few alleged witnesses.
I don't know why you call Yahweh a pagan Elohim. All other mighty ones are pagan, Yahweh is not. Yahweh's Name is the most frequently used term in the Hebrew Bible appearing 6,823 times. It's his holy and sanctified name that I personally love because it is derived from the verb of existence. If we want to exist, we have to come to rely and love the Name of Yahweh. Yahweh has commanded that we use His Name in scriptures like Isaiah 42:8. It does sadden me that you have got the wrong end of the stick with thinking that using His Name is somehow wrong, when the fact is, not using His Name is the problem. Using inferior titles used to address the mighty ones of the world is wrong (such as L-rd, or G-d). Maybe once I have more time we can follow up on this conversation.