God convinced me he doesn't exist. What did he do to to convince you he does or doesn't exist??
I had believed in God for 60 years. For the next 10 years I reverted to believing it was some kind of deistic god or higher power, but most certainly this higher power was NOT the Christian pagan god, Yahweh (Yahweh in case you didn't know was a minor Canaanite god in a collection of Canaanite gods that included Asherah, Baal and headed by chief god, El). The early Hebrews living among the Canaanites picked up Yahweh and made him their chief god). Recently I've decided to just go full atheist. I've never had any proof God exists; I've never had any prayers answered; the world is cruel unjust place filled with violence and death; the Bible is riddled with errors and inaccuracies; there's no proof a Jesus of Nazareth ever existed. It just makes more sense to me that it was natural selection that created this marvelous universe. We are a tremendously complex accident and we are now destroying the earth with our avarice. In 100 years global warming will have killed off most of the earth's population and rendered everything but the north and south poles uninhabitable.
What convinced you God exists or doesn't exist?
Historically, Jesus did exist, and a few people wrote about Him and His miracles. However, it is a stretch to say that He is the son of God or that He is God (or both).
Jewish prophecy said that a
Messiah would come from the House of David. Though Joseph was of the House of David, Joseph was only his step dad.
God was his dad. Unless David was also related to God, Jesus was not related to David. Remember, Jewish houses pass patrilineally (down the father's side of the family). Thus, a father, grandfather, great grandfather, etc., all along the male line, would have to be related to David, and Jesus (if you believe he was the son of God) was not of the house of David.
Thus, Jesus did not fulfill the prophecy of a Messiah.
Look at all of the
wars that were fought in the name of Jesus. Even Reverend John Hagee (in modern times) was saying that we need to pray to Jesus to win the war in Iraq (that is, kill more effectively). Remember, God said "thou shalt not kill."
Today, Christianity is the religion of hatred. They hate Gays, many hate Jews (though there are some organizations giving aid to very old Jewish Russian holocaust survivors). Gays are deprived of marriage (on the pretext that it ruins marriage for Christians), and thus are deprived of inheritance and child custody.
The world is a mess, and the Religious Right, having mixed religion and politics, made it so.
All this begs the question "why is God hiding?" It is possible that God insists on free choice (good go to heaven, bad go to hell).
If God makes his presence known, that eliminates free choice. Who, in their right minds, would blaspheme God or do bad deeds, if they knew that a giant hand would reach down from heaven and squish them?
But what is this free choice and heaven and hell all about? I think that it is possible that God is not one entity (though the bible seems to indicate that He is one entity), but, rather, a collection of trillions of spirits. If so, the human race might be a
purification system for God's spirits. God might put one spirit in each person, that guides him to do good or evil, and the evil ones are held in prison in hell, while the good ones are free to be part of God again.
I agree that mankind's influence on
Global Warming is real, and it is currently killing species, melting poles and glaciers, causing droughts and fires, and intensifying hurricanes (which also causes floods). The W. Bush administration loved mammon more than God, so he sent is lawyers to rewrite the nation's environmental report, allowed the woman who wrote the report to resign, then appointed obsequious stooges to write what he wanted written in the environmental report. W. Bush then denied that Global Warming was intensified by human actions. Having made a phony environmental report, W. Bush argued with legitimate scientists. This falsehood is so pervasive that President Donald Trump, with W. Bush's phony advisors misleading him, still insists that the Global Warming issue is a hoax. And they say that Trump is smart.