But in short Yahweh will throw us into hell for eternity for no accepting his son even though it cannot be logically explain and is a total mystery. God gave us rationality and that rationality is what stops us from accepting Christianity and other religions. So god is the creator of confusion at the same time?
God also sent his Jewish son to a small speck of the world and left every other nation out of the loop and cast them into hell despite the fact they could have never heard of Jesus? Yahweh also needed to send his son (not himself) in a cowardly fashion to be tortured and die on a cross to save humanity to display his love. Yet if you view it differently you will say Jesus is god himself and that god came down and killed himself just he could save us? Save us from what? God created the Devil so why would he not just cut Shaytaan's breath right where he is? So Yahweh is doing all of this to forgive himself somehow? Is Yahweh this powerless that he cannot stop Shaytaan's ham'sat and put an end to his domain? Despite this he lets Christians slaughter millions in the past centuries and demands eternal torture for all non-believers who find the obvious faults in this approach.
If Yahweh is so powerful and so loving couldn't he have just revealed himself to all of mankind in such a fashion it proves his greatness?
The events of Jesus sound like a man who died because he committed acts of heresy and when he died his followers tried reviving his name by saying it was his plan to die and be resurrected and ironically nobody saw him but the followers and he ascended into heaven shortly.
When you look at it in a logical viewpoint it sounds cultish. I don't mean to bash your religion although I disagree with the New Testament and its authenticity. I believe in god and Yahweh is a powerful name for god but I find no correlation between OT and NT. The founding books of the Taurat do not even add up to the rest of Christianity.
I have always held Christianity and Catholicism as separate faiths unto each other and unto Judaism. The Judeo-Christian connection for me is an utter myth since they depart on the essential aspects of god.
I know Muslims will probably enjoy me saying this but, I find Islam to be closer to Judaism then Christianity without breaking the original theology. But then again I am an ex-Muslim so probably just my dwindling iman speaking