It sounds like you are despairing - strange, as the scriptures offers you the very solution that you should be seeking.
It seems you are looking for a ‘quick fix’ solution to eternal living - like people crave ‘ready meals’ today instead of the long term preparation of healthy food.
But, hey, since you studied so many religions you must realise that there is no short term path to salvation. Would you prefer coming back to life as an insect (to be eaten as soon as you exit your cocoon? What do you return as then!?) or... I don’t know much (anything so)about other salvational religions!
Christianity (no, not the TRINITY nonsense!!) states that there is an all-powerful, all-knowing spirit entity (a God) who created humanity to have [limited, by his level] intelligence, creativity, wisdom, love, compassion, glory... as he himself but in a physical setting (the universe).
We know there is HUGE TRUTH in that expression as it can be seen all around us. It is observable and measurable. We know humanity is ABOVE the base animals and no species of any living being comes close to humanity in those attributes mentioned above.
But here is the thing: This spirit entity PROMISED that humanity is to RULE over the universe, to subdue it to our pleasure (obviously a GODLY pleasure)... Do you agree humanity is making a headway (aaarrrgghhh .... very badly) towards an aspect of that goal? No? Well, that is the point.
We, as humans, have STRAYED from the guidance of the God entity who was DIRECTING us towards the promise. We deluded ourselves into thinking we could do it without the omnipotent guide!!!
However, this omnipotent guide is a master of compassion and he exercises his wisdom in this regard to provide a pathway to SALVATION - BUT he isn’t handing it to us on a plate. It would be WRONG to give us salvation WITHOUT our FAITHFUL COOPERATION. Scriptures shows that when people were healed they were first asked if the BELIEVED (if they had 100% FAITH) that they would be healed. There is (is there) evidence that some who were not 100% in faith were not healed.
And so we have one of the greatest verses (in this context) from one man, Jesus the Christ, who said: ‘Eternal life depends on believing in [the only true Muslim/Jewish/Christian] GOD’ - this is a statement of Faith.
But, you know what? You don’t have to believe anything I just said above. I am not here to persuade you in the faith - I’m here to persuade you to persuade yourself.
The book of Revelation is NECESSARILY swollen with symbolisms to act as a ‘Slow release’ revelation of that which must occur BEFORE the end comes. The knowledge within the symbolisms are for generation to generation so no one of unauthorised ability can say they know the end and claim to be a Nostradamus. Those of authorised ability will not be haughty or boastful in what they reveal IN THEIR TIME SETTING. In any case, like John the Baptist, few will believe them...
You are one such unbeliever!
But scriptures already states this. Would an all knowing God not know that there would be many “Shunyadragons”? Of course he did. God says that there will be a FAMINE (of rain as in the days of Noah, as food in the days of Joseph in Egypt) of FAITH in the last days. Can you see that this faith famine is coming into place world-wide now (it’s not at its zenith yet!)?
A couple of posts ago I requested you ask me something from Revelation that caused you to find it troublesome. But instead of doing so you decided to change the discussion point.
Can I ask if you are afraid that if something from Revelation could be shown to you so as to justify to you it’s presence, you would become a believer? Again, I don’t say I can answer... I just say that I can try for you. Just think of this - if I can’t answer then surely it would harden your idea that Revelation is unfathomable and uninterpretable to the extent of being useless (in your mind!)....
Remember that many others are seeing your response and will decide on the nature of your posts depending on your responses. Honesty or dishonesty are easily seen.
Too much rambling to respond to.