The more i live, the more i realize not to walk through life religiously, not to go on feelings, and sensations as meaningful as they can be. I am put off by mankinds attempts at God and the divine.
Instead its always best to live by a good, clean conscience, and pursue God alone, just between God and self.
I'll find God, not in feelings, nor conscience alone, but by understanding and by seeking God as the utmost priority.
I dont think i'll have to accept a fine, rigid line of doctrine, nor do i have to know all of human history.
I wont have to exert major belief efforts.
I think instead i will just be myself, and accept my human limitations, flaws, strengths, and weaknesses, and errors.
Yanno, just meet God as i truly am with every fault and error.
Since God is trustworthy, i will strike up a private friendship with God.
The heart is willing but i dont feel the need to call in all the human experts.
I dont feel i have to save myself, nor be the Great Messenger to the whole world.
God can work out the worlds problems. I dont have to.
As the song goes, ' im only human, flesh, blood, a man.'