As well, I think that the radical alteration of consciousness that you describe seems in conflict with the experience of 'earthly trials.' For if the canvas of experience and inclination is merely swept blank, or magnetized to some divine good, then what was the purpose of proving worth through physical travail? For the good and bad alike would not be able to deny the sway of such a doctrine, if it is true
OK, this is rather more complicated. But you asked, so cannot complain about the length of the response
Consider this answer on a Catholic website by a theologian:
We will have no need for our memory after our death, because we will see everything as the Lord sees things: eternally. We will see all previous historical events and all future historical events because of, as the Catechism states [this perfect life with the Most Holy Trinity — this communion of life and love with the Trinity, with the Virgin Mary, the angels and all the blessed.] — from the Catechism of the Catholic Church, paragraph 1024, on Heaven.
Through our participation by grace in the divine nature, we will receive a
mediated knowledge of all things needful for us to comprehend - a font of immediate apprehension of knowledge, the limits of which are 'unlimited' (because God is infinite and our enjoyment of Him, and knowledge in and through Him, therefore all without end). This includes knowledge of our lives on earth and of those we love, but as God sees these things. St. Paul said that: "
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known." (
1 Corinthians 13:12).
Remember Meister Eckhart’s famous saying, speaking from the vantage point of a foretaste of supreme beatitude in this life:
"…The eye with which I see God is the same with which God sees me. My eye and God’s eye are one eye, and one sight, and one knowledge, and one love. To guage the soul we must guage it with God, for the Ground of God and the Ground of the Soul are one and the same. The knower and the known are one. Simple people imagine that they should see God, as if He stood there and they here. This is not so. God and I, we are one in knowledge…"
- Meister Eckhart (c. 1260 – c. 1327), Catholic Mystic & priest
It
is certainly a radical alteration of consciousness brought about by the image of the soul coming into direct and unmediated communion with its Exemplar (the Being that both
created and patterned it after His own eternity, to share in life).
As a result of this state of 'assimilation to the divine essence' - which the Catholic tradition describes as the
superessence of all (created) essences - the creature 'forgets' itself: by that I mean literal absorption to the extent of no longer being attached to even the concept of 'oneself' as a 'self' independent of God, the essence that the glorified soul shares with every other blessed soul in heaven.
The being of the individual soul is
not annihilated (there is still an 'ideogenous_mover' and a 'Vouthon' in the state of supreme beatitude, in one sense of perception - a
dvaita or dualism to use the language of the Vedantists) but we are so transmuted and uplifted that on a higher level of consciousness we no longer perceive
anything but 'God' - not ourselves, not other people as 'others', not God as an 'object' and 'we' as a 'subject' in contradindiction to Him (an
advaita, undifferentiated unity). This later perception is experiential and perceptual rather than ontological.
This process begins in purgatory (if a soul has not attained to supreme beatitude in this life through the most profound of all mystical experiences, it
is possible):
“…They [the souls in purgatory] retain no memory of either good or evil respecting themselves or others which would increase their pain. They are so contented with the divine dispositions in their regard; and with doing all that is pleasing to God in that way which he chooses, that they cannot think of themselves, though they may strive to do so…”
- Saint Catherine of Genoa (1447-1510), Catholic mystic (Treatise on Purgatory)
“…The supreme perfection of man in this life is to be so united to God that all his soul with all its faculties and powers are so gathered into the Lord God that he becomes one spirit with him, and remembers nothing except God, is aware of and recognises nothing but God, but with all his desires unified by the joy of love, he rests contentedly in the enjoyment of his Maker alone…”
- St Albert the Great (1193 - 1280), Doctor of the Church & German Dominican
"...There follows a third kind of experience, namely, that we feel ourselves to be one with God, for by means of our transformation in God we feel ourselves to be swallowed up in the groundless abyss of our eternal blessedness, in which we can never discover any difference between ourselves and God...
This brightness is so great that the loving contemplative, in his ground wherein he rests, sees and feels nothing but an incomprehensible Light; and through that Simple Nudity which enfolds all things, he finds himself and feels himself to be that same Light by which he sees and nothing else. This resplendence is nothing other than an act of gazing and seeing which has no ground: What we are is what we see, and what we see is what we are, for our mind, our life, and our very being are raised up in a state of oneness and united with the truth that is God himself.
We feel no difference between ourselves and God, for we have been breathed forth in his love above and beyond ourselves and all orders of being...and in this loving and being loved we always feel a difference and a duality: this is the nature of eternal love. And there we find distinction and otherness between God and ourselves, and find God as an Incomprehensible One exterior to us. There in the mystical experience all is full and overflowing, for the spirit feels itself to be one truth and one richness and one unity with God. Yet here there is an essential tending forward, and therein is an essential distinction between the being of the soul and the Being of God; and this is the highest and finest distinction which we are able to feel...
In this transcendent state the spirit feels in itself the eternal fire of love; and in this fire of love it finds neither beginning nor end, and it feels itself one with this fire of love. The spirit for ever continues to burn in itself, for its love is eternal; and it feels itself ever more and more to be burnt up in love, for it is drawn and transformed into the Unity of God, where the spirit burns in love. If it observes itself, it finds a distinction and an otherness between itself and God; but where it is burnt up it is undifferentiated and without distinction, and therefore it feels nothing but unity; for the flame of the Love of God consumes and devours all that it can enfold in its Self..."
- Blessed Jan Van Ruysbroeck (1294-1381), Flemish Catholic mystic
St. Paul claimed to have ascended in spirit to the apprehension of the Beatific Vision in this life through God's grace: "
fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven—whether in the body or out of the body I do not know; God knows...[I was] caught up into Paradise and heard things that are not to be told, that no mortal is permitted to repeat." (2 Corinthians 12:2-4). And as a result of this transformation, Paul had 'died' to himself: "
I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me" (
Galatians 2:20).
Jesus described this state of being (undifferentiated perception of unity without attachment to self) in the Gospel of John: "
John 14:20, “
On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you”, by chapter 17, in the context of the high priestly prayer, Jesus prays: "
that they [all human beings] may all be one, as you, Father, are in me and I in you, that they also may be in us...And I have given them the glory you gave me, so that they may be one, as we are one, I in them and you in me, that they may be brought to perfection as one".
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