Do you agree then, that if you were not a Gaudiya Vaishnava and if you were to be presented with the claim of Avatarhood, you would reject if for lack of evidence and consistency
Hmm maybe maybe. I mean, obviously the evidence for Lord Chaitanya has appealed to me and therefore I accept Him as an avatar. Furthermore my experiences in bhakti have also reinforced my faith in Him. My main source of belief for Lord Chaitanya is not actually scripture (that is secondary, and I do admit, even from my position Lord Chaitanya's appearance is kept very hidden/vague in scripture, so I can see why others may have difficulty in accepting, and that is why I never want to force them to accept). However my primary reason is the words of the Mahajanas, and countless acharayas who attest to His divinity. I defer to and trust their judgement. However I do not do this under blind faith. Everything that I have learned from my Gurudeva and Acharyas agrees with my experience and is rational to me. I mean even in Gaudiya theology, to ascribe divinity to someone not deserving it, is something that completely contradicts our siddhanta (a jiva is always Krsna das, never Krsna Himself; I mean we are a Vaishnav school), so I don't believe that our previous acharayas would make such a bold statement (that Chaitanya is God) without some spiritual spiritual backing at least.
For me Gaudiya Vaishnavism is both a beautiful philosophy that reconciles the contradictions of the world and also a wonderful practice (I mean you simply chant Harinam, Dance and Sing, eat nice Prasada, and have awesome interactions with other humble Vaishnavs
). Anyway I think I may be ranting, but these are my humble thoughts on this ahhaa. I don't want to fight or argue with anyone here on this forum that was never the intent of my heart (if some people think that I am some aggressive apologist coming here to convert, I am sorry). .But I also feel like if we are being attacked then I must defend, or other people may walk all over us, and diminish whatever our acharayas have realised. It seems like since I have come here, I have spent all my time defending the apparent flaws in our philosophy, that I haven't been abIe to share the good parts of it. I mean though we may differ greatly, we also have so so much in common, like our great Hindu tradition and its principles of Dharma, Ahimsa, Humility, Respect for all life and other spiritual paths, and I think we can take great joy in that. I have studied all major religions, and it is only Hinduism I believe that is so consistent and rational in its worldview. So I guess we can take pride in that. Jaya Sanatana Dharma!
Ultimately If people want to find out if Lord Gaur Nitai are God, then I guess they will have to take that leap of faith and learn about them and decide then. They will have to take a sort of Pascals Wager on this I guess... I just want to present that option for them. I pray to Lord Nityananda Prabhu, to bless all of you here.
your servant,
Nitai das