I used to feel such immense guilt and shame when I was a Christian. I was constantly worried about offending God or worried that I would lose my salvation if I sinned against God and then suddenly died without repentance. And to make life much harder for me, I constantly struggled with my connection to the spirit world. I knew that, as a Christian, it was considered to be a very bad thing and even sinful, and it was against what the Bible taught. However, I couldn't turn it off and ignore it for very long. It was an incredibly lonely existence because I knew better than to tell other Christians (or other people in general) that I sensed the presence of spirits and was capable of seeing, hearing, and interacting with them. I would make myself physically ill trying to ignore it. But that began to gradually change for me after I met my husband. I didn't tell him until after we were married because I was really worried about what he would think of me, but as a credit to his good character, he believed me and he didn't think I was unhinged. To cut a long story short, I no longer feel shame and guilt about sinning against God, nor do I feel ashamed about my connection with the spirit world.
Most spirits are lost and wandering. They want someone to talk to, and most can't hear them. You don't know what they want until you talk to them.
As a person who can sense spirits, you have amazing abilities yourself, that you have not considered or tapped into. You probably have the ability to astral project. You can appear (as if you are a ghost) in other places. You likely have far more power and abilities than the average spirit. So, there is no need to fear them.
You are one of the "things that go bump in the night." So, don't fear the other things.
Psychics tend to think that they are crazy, until, that is, they meet others like themselves. Then they can do tricks with each other. For example, hold up fingers while chatting on the internet or phone, and asking how many fingers you are holding up. Good psychics often can tell you exactly how many fingers. So, it is easy to tell if someone is really psychic. My friends often astral projected to each other's houses to visit with them.
At first, it is scary to deal with the supernatural.
My friends were Psychics of God. . . chosen by God to repeat Revelation (a warning in the bible not to attack Iraq). It was God's last-ditch effort to stop mankind from ending the world (but the warnings were not heeded).
President W. Bush had secretly restarted a CIA program that had been heavily funded by his father (Project MKULTRA. . . mind control and hard narcotics and ESP).
My friends (the Psychics of God) were freaked out by Project MKULTRA spying on them. At first they tried to push them away psychicly, but that didn't work. Of course it didn't work, because psychic energy can go any distance instantaneously and penetrate any substance (like a steel vault) and it can transcend time (hence predictions of the future). But, the group finally realized that they can push the psychic energy aside. They perceive it as a white cord of energy, with a head on it. They can merely shove it around in a circle, and the psychics get dizzy and nauseated and quit. This is what ultimately shut down Project MKULTRA.
The Central Intelligence Agency also changed the way they psychicly probed people. Instead of sending one psychic, they used a very powerful psychic to locate the target person, then sent several others along the same energy cord to probe for more information. They also used sensory deprivation chambers to block out distractions in the environment.
Some psychics who worked for the CIA were abused. David Moorehouse was one of the abused psychics, held against his will, and they demanded that he do certain things.
The CIA abused psychic's abilities and God was the source of their abilities. So, the CIA was tampering with God.
The Bush family (Prescott, his son George, and his grandson, W. Bush) were into Satanic ceremonies with the Skull and Bones people. Prescott had stolen the skeleton of the famous Indian, Geronimo. They didn't care about God's needs with psychics, they only cared about the raw power.
Surely, I thought, psychics, who have the ability to see the future, should have the common sense to see the future of the W. Bush administration. They should see the torture camps (as my friends did), and they should see inside the oval office, in private and secret meetings, using their psychic powers (as my friends did). The Psychics of God reported that the W. Bush administration was evil and Satanic, and their souls were not regular souls, but they were demons. The power of their evil souls was scary, even to experienced psychics.