How young was I when I first accepted theism? One of the earliest memories I have was around the age of four, when I asked if someone in my family could buy me a bible. I don't recall anyone in my family ever discussing religion, my parents certainly weren't believers; my mom has never been a believer, and my dad, not until later in his life. So I don't really know where the desire came from. But I became an atheist just about a year and a half ago, at 31 years old. But I don't really think of myself as an atheist, more of an agnostic, or rather, an apatheistic agnostic, in other words, I think that we cannot know whether a god exists or not, and I don't really care if one does. Based on the knowledge we have, in my way of thinking, if a god does exist, the most that we can say about it, is that it's probably deistic.